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i didn't know you're the one i smile for each morning. but behind each smile… there are tears i silently cry each night. i gave you everything—the type of love I thought would do. my time, my effort, my heart… exhausted yet still clinging—for you. i don't know when i began turning invisible to you, when all i gave ceased to be enough. it aches. because even though i choose you every day, it seems like you're inching away from the love that i continued to fight for. maybe you never did feel it… but i'm tired. tired to the core. and the worst part? after all that i did to hold on to you—you are also the reason i am shattering. but even after all of this… i still love you. and maybe, that's the most agonizing part of everything.

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To My Darling Marky, There’s not a day I don’t think about you. There’s not a prayer that I don’t include you. You were the first guy I ever prayed to God. I’m trying this thing called “genuine love,” and I think I got a hang of it. And in Jesus Christ, who is true love, I ask to learn from Him. If only I could tell you how much I like you, but now is not the time. I could’ve just moved on with my life, but no—I go back in circles to you. You have no idea how much I love you. Hoping that just maybe you thought of me too—maybe not as much as I have with you, but just enough to know you cared ’bout me too. I messed up, and now you think I’m that kind of person. I apologize for how I acted before. I have this faith that you will be the one to approach me soon, someday. Even though circumstances or the 3D world say it’s impossible, I still hope. I mean, we don’t talk anymore, sa GC pa lang. I unfriended you on Facebook, hoping that someday you’d notice and be the one to send a friend request after. Foolish, I know—even now, you still haven’t sent it. I just hope God won’t make us strangers. I’m missing you more than I ever did with someone. You got a special place in my life. I admit, I do cry. I cried because there’s doubts—you know, the ones that come when you so deeply want the person, but doubt that maybe you won’t have them at all. I can’t even like anyone other than you. I don’t find others attractive—but only you. Even if they resemble you, it’s still you. I wish I could scream to the world that all I want is you—and hoped that it’d be you. I ask, my darling, to always keep smiling. Your smile brightens mine. When I smile, I think of you, and I’d feel pretty too. No matter what weight you are or you’d be, I’ll still accept and love you. Just so you know—I’d feed you a whole platter. When you walk with might, you look so cute. When you talk to people and include them—how sweet of you. Marky, I want you, and I love you. But… di kita pipilitin. Sundin mo pa ang iyong damdamin. Hayaan na lang tumibok ang puso mo, para sa akin. I’ll be sending this under “Chicken,” ‘cause around March I wanted to buy you that crochet chicken wearing a chef outfit. But then again, what contact do I have left with you? You’ll find this someday, Marky Yosores Casas. Till then, I’ll wait—with faith. —Michaela C.

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Loveyou

i was finally ready to love somebody without destroying them. unfortunately, you weren’t.

When destiny calls u, u most be strong! Aku selalu disini buat kalian 🤍

🖕🏼

i miss you

i should’ve treated you better. i’m sorry for not being able to give you the best of what i was capable of giving, when you deserved so much more than how i was treating you back then. i’ll be forever grateful for the short time we’ve spent together.

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I miss you bbiy. Cintaku .. cayang rindu. Rindu sangat. Rindu gelak,manja bbiy. Ayy tak tau nak buat apa sekarang. I see u happy with ur new gf. Sedih sebab dulu ayy tak nampak bbiy bahagia dengan ayy, padahal ayy berabis usaha . Adakah bbiy rindu ayy?? Rindu yang memang betul dari hati bbiy. Ayy rindu makc, rindu kita keluar gi makan . Makan apapun yang ayy suka, rindu ayy belanja bibiy makan cedap cedap. Rindu basuhkan kasut bbiy yang kotor, rindu kemas baju bbiy,rindu kemas bilik ,kemas rumah bbiy. Bbiy rindu ayy? Hm :”( semoga ayy boleh move on dan bahagia macam bbiy ya. Harap kita boleh jumpa lagi dalam versi yang lebih baik lagi . I miss u a lot bbiy🤍🤍🤍

Hi Allan/baby, I know u have new gf na, but I want u to know that I still love u. Sabi mo babalik ka, sabi mo magpapahinga lang tayo? pero ba’t may bago na agad? You’re so unfair, you’re treating your girl well. Ba’t nung sa’kin puro sakit lang binigay mo? Yes, I didn’t say yes nung you ask me if pwede kang bang manligaw sa’kin , how can I say yes kung ganyan ka? You’re giving me a mix signals. Yes, I love you, I didn’t say yes bcs you’re hurting me:( ang gulo ng sitwasyon natin that time, that’s why i didn’t say yes. But until now I still love u, even though you hurt me. This is my last message, and this is the last na maalala kita. Treat your girl like I treated you, hindi mo man na i-paramdam sa’kin ‘yung pagmamahal mo na ‘yan, but it’s okay at least na I-paramdam mo naman sa new girl mo ‘yung pagmamahal na hindi mo na I-paramdam sa’kin. I love you, baby! ☹️💞

Im sorry for leading u on. I know we can’t be friends anymore :c

Almost 4 years. I still think of you, and selfishly, I hope u think about me too.

goodluck for the date

wkwkwkw

miss u so bad😕