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HAPPIEST 18th BIRTHDAY MY SISTER. MORE MONEY TO COME

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Hello Eidan, I don’t want to break no contact, that’s why dito ko nalang ilalagay for sure hindi mo naman rin ‘to mababasa. No contact was supposed to help me heal, right? But what they don’t tell you is that memories have a mind of their own. It’s not even about the no contact anymore, not really. It’s not about fighting the urge to call or waiting for a text that will never come. That part was tough, yeah, but this… this is different. It’s about waking up every day and trying to navigate it without you constantly popping into my head, without some random memory just hitting me out of nowhere. It’s about trying to get through a single day without you showing up in the most unexpected little things. Like watching the sunset and trying to pretend it doesn’t still sting a little because I remember how happy we were watching it together. No, this isn’t about no contact anymore. It’s about trying to walk through life acting like I’m okay, even when it feels like your ghost is still hanging around in all the spaces you used to fill. No contact was supposed to help me heal, but nobody tells you that the memories don't follow the same rules. I don't reach out, I don't check up on you, I don't even let myself say your name out loud… but somehow, you're still just… there, in everything. I keep trying to convince myself that hearing a phrase you used to say or a song you used to share doesn't matter anymore. After everything, and it feels ridiculous to even type this, but a part of me still just… wants you. Plain and simple. No games, no doubts, no hesitation in that feeling. The ache in my chest lately is just knowing I'm so tired of feeling this way. I want to move on, I really do, but I just can't seem to get my heart to cooperate. Again, the hardest part isn't staying away. It's learning how to just… exist without feeling like a piece of me is missing. Be happy, Eidan.

Hi bakit ka pa bumalik? I was doing fine until you popped up in my dms sa ig. Imissyou ace now your picking up another girls heart while i’m picking up my shattered one. Ano bako sayo? Laruan? Gamit? Na gagamitin mo lang o kakausapin pag gusto mo? Why? :( why did tou destroyed me again. I was willing to risk everything for you while you were willing to risk and sacrifice EVERYTHING for her :( nakakalungkot lang dati ako yun e, dati ;( i miss you but i guess it’s time to let myself heal fully. This was a lesson for me, when you comeback you will never hear another respond from me nor reply and anything. I’m throwing our precious memories that we made in that 9 months together. I will say goodbye to all those unsaid words.

Hi bakit ka pa bumalik? I was doing fine until you popped up in my dms sa ig. Imissyou ace now your picking up another girls heart while i’m picking up my shattered one. Ano bako sayo? Laruan? Gamit? Na gagamitin mo lang o kakausapin pag gusto mo? Why? :( why did tou destroyed me again. I was willing to risk everything for you while you were willing to risk and sacrifice EVERYTHING for her :( nakakalungkot lang dati ako yun e, dati ;( i miss you but i guess it’s time to let myself heal fully. This was a lesson for me, when you comeback you will never hear another respond from me nor reply and anything. I’m throwing our precious memories that we made in that 9 months together. I will say goodbye to all those unsaid words.

Hi, Chen Lim. I’ve been admiring you and idk why, random lang e basta ang alam ko lang is bigla nalang nangyare. Actually, 3 times palang kita nakikita but yeah, I guess it’s going deep. I know you’re the type of person na distant sa mga gantong bagay but gusto ko lang mainform ka na there’s someone actually liking you secretly. Thank you for being my motivation, Chen. Goodluck sa AD life. I’m from perps molino, btw.

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Hai dinda, besok tanggal 18 Maret pengumuman SNBP ya? aku selalu berdo’a yang terbaik untuk kamu karena aku tau, fiskal itu jurusan yang paling kamu kejar sejak kelas 11. Aku yakin kamu bakal keterima. Tapi apapun hasilnya besok, aku dan Allah selalu tau perjuangan kamu setiap ujian. Aku tau kamu yang rela gak tidur demi belajar ujian, walaupun nilai matematikamu tetap jelek katamu saat itu. Kamu percaya kan? Allah gak pernah tidur, dia tau semua perjuangan kamu. Goodluck, aku selalu doain kamu yang terbaik, dan yang terbaik adalah yang kamu selalu idam-idamkan. Aku yakin banget kamu bakal lolos SNBP di tanggal 18 Maret 2025 ini.

Aku ngga tahu apakah kamu masih pantas mendapatkan hal semanis ini… tapi untuk terakhir kalinya, dengerin lagu ini baik-baik ya. Aku harap kamu bisa merasakan setiap liriknya seperti aku merasakannya sekarang. Kalau hatimu masih punya ruang untuk aku, kamu tahu harus apa dan cari aku kemana

hi kwan (jodi), hindi ko alam kung tama ba tong nararamdaman at ginagawa ko ngayon pero kumusta ka?? masaya ka ba ngayon?? kasi ako i haven’t felt any better since we choose to grow separately. 1 year. 1 year and I’m still lingering in the dark. still questioning who might I have been if that didn’t happen. If ‘we’ didn’t happen. my what ifs. my what could have beens. it’s haunting me every single day. breathing feels so suffocating. idk if it’s still you, but my heart still has the shadows of you and I can’t move forward. im missing you and it hurts me so much.

i love you, it’s ironic that i wanted to take things slow but i started loving you 2 months after we started talking. i’m sorry you have to fix the broken parts of me that you didn’t break. i promise that i’ll love you right. you’re the person i want to be with when i start the day and when it ends. please don’t listen to what anyone else has to say about us, i love you and only you, nothing will ever change that.

I miss you, Nolan

Unfinished love

you’re in my veins, you fuck

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miss you

your my first LOVE yet you will never know it