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gadis yang pernah membuat langit-langit kelas terasa seperti langit yang penuh bintang saat aku pertama kali melihat matamu. Aku tidak tahu apakah kamu sadar, tapi sejak pertemuan pertama kita — saat kamu menjulurkan tanganmu dan tersenyum, aku sudah tahu: kamu bukan gadis biasa. Ada sesuatu dalam cara kamu berjalan, cara kamu tertawa, cara kamu memandang dunia... yang membuatku diam-diam jatuh. Aku menyukaimu dalam diam, dalam doaku, dan dalam setiap keputusan kecil yang aku ambil untuk tetap dekat tanpa membuatmu tidak nyaman. Bahkan ketika kamu menjauh, aku tetap di situ, hanya ingin memastikan kamu baik-baik saja — meskipun aku tidak tahu apakah aku pernah benar-benar berarti untukmu. Aku mencoba melepaskanmu. Berkali-kali. Tapi setiap kali aku mencoba menutup buku tentangmu, ada halaman yang tetap terbuka. Dan mungkin itu karena aku tahu, cerita kita tidak pernah benar-benar dimulai, jadi tidak ada yang bisa diakhiri. Tapi hari itu, di prom night, aku memberimu bunga — bukan karena aku masih berharap, tapi karena aku ingin berterima kasih. Terima kasih karena telah menjadi bagian dari hidupku, walau hanya sebentar. Terima kasih karena membuatku merasakan cinta yang paling murni — cinta tanpa syarat, cinta yang diam tapi dalam. Hari ini, aku menulis ini bukan karena aku ingin melupakanmu, Ca. Aku hanya ingin berdamai dengan rasa itu. Karena cinta yang tidak dimiliki bukan berarti cinta itu gagal.
Cinta yang baik... tetap tinggal, meski tak bersanding. Dan aku akan menyimpannya di tempat paling lembut di hatiku — bukan sebagai luka, tapi sebagai pelajaran: bahwa mencintai seseorang seperti kamu... adalah hal terindah yang pernah aku alami. Dari seseorang yang pernah sangat menyayangimu,
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I really like u

I miss being with you it’s been years but still I didn’t forget what I felt when we were together for the last time. I miss you everyday

i hope it’s okay to miss you. i’ve sent multiple things already, but, to be fair, the ones i sent were the ones i wrote in my notebook after our break up. you can’t judge me!

uhm hi Tal?? I’ve been waiting for you

ang cute mo magselos nakakainis

anjing

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as time persists, i hope i’ll continue to be your muse. i hope i’ll still be your poem, your canvas, your light— i hope i’ll still be the person that paints your world in vivid hues. i hope i’ll still the whispered dream that fills your night— with each word being said making my essence flow; i hope i’ll still be your masterpiece that grows. i hope my voice is a song you’ll still yearn to hear, i hope i’m still a melody that’s bright and clear. i hope my laughter still brings you the ringing of the summer’s breeze— and i hope my eyes will continue to hold something more. i hope you’ll still think my kindness is vast, and that my heart can still be adored. by no one else, though. just you. i hope my face is still a portrait that’s soft and fine, that my soul is a song that’s wholly divine, i hope that the stars can still find their refrain from within me, and i hope that i’ll forever be one of the harmonies that soothes your pain. poem mo yaaaaan ikaw nagsabi niyaaaaan bawal ka mag criiiinge gawa mo yaaaaan!

hey … i forgot to say this before i sent all of my letters— i don’t know when you’ll see these, i don’t know when you’ll know i made these for the days we’re apart; i don’t know if i will ever have the courage to show you everything, but i hope it’s okay if i send the things i want to tell you in this website instead. i’m too embarrassed to tell you face to face— i’m not as brave as you are.

you told me you missed me. you asked me if it was okay to still say that you missed me, and i said yes. you said “i’m okay i miss u can i still say that?”, and i told you that i’m okay with us talking like we used to, as long as we get better for when the time really comes that we’ll get back to each other. you said, “yes,” “but i really miss you right now, just wanted to let you know,”. i love hearing those words. because i yearn to hear those words from you; but i’m afraid that everything’s a lie. i know i shouldn’t believe that, but i can’t help but feel that maybe you’re forcing yourself to feel things again. you told me that my voice was calming, that it was cute. you told me to keep yapping. you told me you missed my voice, you told me that you missed my giggles. really? am i really still cute? do you really still find my giggles comforting? why did you want me to call you pogi in my sleepy voice? did you really feel your heart pound that time? i want to know. you said i was glowing. you noticed my naturally flushed cheeks. you called me pretty, and you called me cute. maganda pa rin ako? really? is that really true? do you know you’re the reason? haha … just before i took those photos, i was crying over you. hence why i was “naturally flushed”. do you remember you’re the reason i’m glowing? the reason i want to doll up? do you know you’re the reason i post pictures of myself knowing there’s a possibility that you stalk my accounts? do you know that i still take pictures with the thought of looking pretty just for you? i hope you do. i hope it’s okay to say i miss you, too. i’m sorry, i miss you. just as you said, i miss you, can i still say that? i really miss you right now. just wanted to let you know. >__o i’m using your own words against you, i know. i also know you might not be fazed anymore, ‘cause you always find things to tease me about in return. but i hope you know that the words you used to tell me are the words i’m saying back to you in my letters right now. i hope you don’t cringe too much remembering how down bad you were for me, ‘cause i’m gonna use everything to tease you back.

“a quiet rush, a hidden tune, that plays for you beneath the moon, with every smile, the world seems still, you have a charm, a gentle thrill. a pretty boy, but so much more, a heart and soul i can’t ignore.” i have that poem memorized. i can recite it as if they’ll be my last words— from the back of my hand, even when i close my eyes, and even when i’m overstimulated, i can recite them. i hope those words are still true, i hope that even in crowded halls, your gaze will find, me, who was once always in your mind. i hope it’s okay to say this one time, at least one time— i won’t ever say this in any other letters again. i love you. i hope i’ll still be the boy you’ll give your blood, sweat, and tears for. i hope in due time, you’ll still be capable of understanding emotions; familiar, right? that’s because those are the words you told me before. november tenth, you told me that you promised me you’ll do everything to keep me happy. but it’s okay. you don’t need to anymore. funny, right? you used to make letters for me every day for when i was offline— pero ngayon, ako na. i hope you know in every letter that’s to come, that every word was a broken piece of my heart that i still want to give to you.

i never really listened to songs like these before. but now i find myself listening to them religiously. especially this song. i never thought i’d genuinely start crying every time i get the chance to think about us. i know you might not think about us as much— or even at all, but i do. whenever you think of me, i’m sure that i’m also thinking of you. i know, the wounds are fresh, the pain won’t go away as fast as i want it to, but will it be bad if i say i don’t want the pain to stop? i want to hold onto the thought of you even if you won’t hold onto the thought of me. i hope that’s okay. you and your friends tell me not to. but it’s hard to stop my heart from doing so when i still believe that you’ll always come home to me. that you’ll still give all of your blood for the sweetness of my laughter. i hope you’re not forcing yourself to talk to me. i hope you’re not burdened as much anymore. but i’m confused, what should i think about? you still compliment me. i don’t know what’s going on. it hurts to be something but it’s worse to be nothing, how’s that? do you think we’ll get better? do you think what we wish for will come true?

I've though about you so much since February. I like you so much!!!!

gua benci banget ama lu. jadi yang lebih baik pls, gua gamau liat lu ngelakuin ini lagi.

miss u

hai pretty sayaa , im sorry if im the reason to all of these , im sorry for not make you feel loved and its not like i dont try , i try but i think you didn’t see it , and im sorry if my effort not good enough for you and i want to let you know i loveyou so much i love you more then the stars in the universe and if were not inrelay anymore , i want you to know , i will always be there for you when you need someone to talk to , i will always be your biggest supporter and you will always be my love and my everythingg i loveee youuuu sayangggg , jangan tinggal kan orang tauu ?

ANG HIRAP GLENN BAKIT KASI HINDI NALANG TAYO I HATE YOU SANA TAYO NALANG SANA, HIRAP NA ANG SAYA MUNA SAKANYA SAMANTALANANG AKO 9 years na kitang gusto pinipigilan ko lang kasi alm kung bawal, my heart wants u do much that i cant itd hurts