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im sorry, should we try again?

Please don’t be a stranger…

hi. several months have passed since your goodbye and my passivity towards you leaving, and i have come to realize that i have made the right choice. i may never know what we could’ve been—maybe because i was a coward, or perhaps i know, deep down in my soul, how i would have let it end—i’m grateful and happy for the “almosts”. as cruel as this sounds, i would have never been happy if we had happened. maybe transiently, but i doubt that your sincerity could touch the pitch black of my soul. truthfully, i am hollow, unlike you. i am filled with bitterness and tainting you would pain both of us essentially. although, of course, this is not to say this is the sole reason for my abandonment during the months i claimed i loved you. i just couldn’t compromise—not my energy, my time, my attention—i couldn’t find you adequate. i’m sorry. this ugly truth i subterraneously have realized all along, however highlighted when you were gone. i panicked in your absence, and within it realizations bloomed. i could never be happy with you because i wasn’t happy myself. my insides are hollow and pitch black, only topped off with sweetness as cherries. but i know you saw through it and loved me anyway. and this all the more motivated me to push you away. because how could you love this? i simply was blind. and in your absence i realize i had to be better for me. in you i found the necrosis in my heart. i have healed. it is no longer the blue hour during dawn. and i see you have found your match. my heart quakes of ambivalence. forgive me for being selfish once more, but this song reminds me of you.

This is your younger self. At this moment you feel so lost, thoughtless, numb yet afraid of what the future holds. Today you have nothing, but I hope when the time is right, and you’re reading this I hopefully wish you have everything by then. The life you dreamed of, the love you dared prayed for. And most importantly your growing fate. I hope by this time, you’ve already met your fave Thai and Korean actors. Visited Gmmtv and visited Thailand for the 100th time. And addition, I wish above all, that by the time you’re reading this, you have traveled half the world and is living and loving yourself to the fullest.

my youth is in your past, you’ll always have that. and though it didn’t last, i hope.. our paths.. cross again. i appreciate you and all of you——i never said it but you made me the happiest i’ve been in a long time. i’ll always be rooting for you. see you, in the near future?

i miss u double xl

still cant forget u. never felt the same for any man after you, though we never had anything in common. you look good. but you shouldn’t flex abt it so much. just wished that u noticed how i liked u since u weren’t in shape like how u are now. dont talk to lot of girls, be the nicest man for your future wife. idk what else to say, i’ll comeback one day i think

Whenever you’re feeling down, I’m here to lift you up and remind you of all the amazing things you’ve accomplished and the love you give so freely. You are more than enough, just as you are. I believe in you, and I’m so grateful to have you by my side.

Whenever you’re feeling down, I’m here to lift you up and remind you of all the amazing things you’ve accomplished and the love you give so freely. You are more than enough, just as you are. I believe in you, and I’m so grateful to have you by my side.

I hope you know Pame, that I really loved you with all I had in me. And you’ll always have a big part in my heart, even if I’m not in yours anymore.

Mamamo

i miss you

saya rindu kita yg dulu ☹️

sayaangg kalo kamu lihat ini makasi ya udah jadi orang yang bisa aku ajak cerita tentang semua hal dihidup aku, makasi suda mau coba bateng aku i love you sm

Hi dai/gang, my almost! It’s been a few weeks since our last contact. I miss you, i hope ure doing well. I’ll wait for you ha? til ma okay ka from your past, i know man na it’s not easy to move forward from ur past. I don’t know what really happen both sainyung duha but I know na grabe ang trauma nga nahatag nya saimo. I want u to know na I’m mad not mad at u for letting what we had go, tbh I admired u more for being honest nga wapajud ka ka move on saiya. Heal yourself and I will wait okay? loveu dai! :(

haha selamat asing selamanya

love

i hope u know that i really loveee u and everytime i see ur eyes this intro of the song “aku milikmu” started to play