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I miss how we were in 4-5th grade, I wish you’d accept my apology

Hello, I know nasabi ko na sa last message ko na last na yun but I want to greet you a happy birthday. Happy birthday, Cye. Kumusta ka na? Masaya ka ba? Ayos ka lang ba? Tinatrato ka ba nila ng maayos? Magaan na ba ang mundo para sa’yo? I hope it is. I hope life is treating you well. I really hope you’re doing well, my love. I’m sorry for not moving on from us. I just… can’t. It’s been months since we broke up. I am happy though. I’m well but I just can’t deny the fact that not having you around is torturing me. It’s killing me every night. Kapag tahimik ang gabi at mag-isa ako, walang ibang pumapasok sa isip ko kung hindi ikaw. Pangalan at mukha mo pa rin ang hinahanap hanap ng puso ko. I’m proud of you, Cye. Seing you smile somehow hurts and makes me happy. It hurts that you’re happy na wala ako, but it makes me happy na masaya ka. Its a roller coaster for me, Cye. I heard things about you and what you’re going through. I hope nothing but the best for you, Cye. Keep fighting and the best thing I can do is watch you achieve and overcome everthing. Thank you for the love. Thank you for for staying alive. I hope you achieve all your dreams, Cye. Live big and see you on top. Sincerely, Your first in everything.

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jooying生日快乐！ 好像我们已经有一段时间没有见面了，但我真的很期待下一次在家长日能再见到你哈哈哈哈。谢谢你在我因为报告的事情而焦虑、睡不着觉的时候，一直陪在我身边，慢慢地安慰我、开导我，让我懂得了很多道理。不得不说，你真的是一个非常非常好的朋友😭 在我的中学生涯里，你是让我能从友情中领悟到很多事的人。虽然我们现在的话题可能没以前那么多，但我希望你知道我对这段友情的在乎和喜欢从来没有变过。我还是我，你还是你。 我知道自己可能不是一个特别称职的朋友，但我真的很开心、也很幸运能遇见你。即使我们之间有过一些小冲突，但那些都已经过去了，我更希望我们能珍惜现在这份关系，一起努力维系它。 我很喜欢你乐观、开朗的性格。和你在一起时，我总会被你那份积极的能量感染。当然，我也明白，不是每个人都能一直保持这种高能量的状态。所以，当你感到低落或有负面情绪时，希望你能来找我聊聊，好好地把那些情绪消化掉。 希望你在新的一年里，能开开心心、快快乐乐、平平安安。学业上也能不断进步。不知不觉你都14岁啦～再次祝你生日快乐！💖 —— 🐟🦐

jooying生日快乐！ 好像我们已经有一段时间没有见面了，但我真的很期待下一次在家长日能再见到你哈哈哈哈。谢谢你在我因为报告的事情而焦虑、睡不着觉的时候，一直陪在我身边，慢慢地安慰我、开导我，让我懂得了很多道理。不得不说，你真的是一个非常非常好的朋友😭 在我的中学生涯里，你是让我能从友情中领悟到很多事的人。虽然我们现在的话题可能没以前那么多，但我希望你知道我对这段友情的在乎和喜欢从来没有变过。我还是我，你还是你。 我知道自己可能不是一个特别称职的朋友，但我真的很开心、也很幸运能遇见你。即使我们之间有过一些小冲突，但那些都已经过去了，我更希望我们能珍惜现在这份关系，一起努力维系它。 我很喜欢你乐观、开朗的性格。和你在一起时，我总会被你那份积极的能量感染。当然，我也明白，不是每个人都能一直保持这种高能量的状态。所以，当你感到低落或有负面情绪时，希望你能来找我聊聊，好好地把那些情绪消化掉。 希望你在新的一年里，能开开心心、快快乐乐、平平安安。学业上也能不断进步。不知不觉你都14岁啦～再次祝你生日快乐！💖 —— 🐟🦐

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Grateful for you but I’ll never go back

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Well I met you in the forgotten land where the spirit meets the bones, a funny way to find peace, and a weird way to forget that I am alone, my house is haunted it feels so somber, the glimpse of hapiness glazing in my forced smile, I can change everything, I am just tired of trying, I want to be in a place where the secrets stories of my mind could be true, like a tiny man knocking my window from outside, the audacity of all this fake faith blinking in time like this is just a game, another page to burn, my mind is distraught all my cages stucked in my brain, leaving me stranded, the sound of grace, all that I have been trying to get all my life, my father figure, saint of heaven, life is not more than a sight in a pug's perspesctive, it sounded funny but while my bones still shacking of all this loud shock my hearth is trying to figure out what have I done wrong? I hope that I die soon a peaceful dead is all that I can dream about, nobody cares if you are alive a number in infinity, I can be with him and cry in his arms again, I miss him so much but no one seems to care about what I feel or think, I am not even important to them, I go to my house and I rest to feel nothing I keep myself high all the time like if evading everything my hearth could feel something, I am good alone, nobody treats you bad when you are alone, is better to run first than know that they simply don't like you at all, I just do not match I could never be someone they can trust, they could never talk with me more than four minutes without roll their eyes at least once, when I talk to them I can not feel heard, all my life nobody could listen to me but my grandpa, now that I am grow I just feel sick, like all the things I have been pasing through my life, is my fault, he saw me only as a body even tho I did a father's day letter to him, I could not get that off me, I am just nothing to everybody I am not my goals or something funny and cute, I am cruel and weird, my underworld breaks my heaerth like if is somethimg I can laugh about. I guess I just get some pills whe I arrive home again, yhe day she forgets me, that day will be my last sight on earth. Att Samba loca.

i love you so much i think we’re yin and yang that’s what i love about us. our late night texts on whatsapp mean everything to me, even if u went a day or two dissapearing. and i get chills everytime i smell your cologne

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