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To my iris I'm ready to sacrifice everything I have just to be with you. That I'm ready to give it all just to hold you in my arms. Because you're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be, and I don't want to lose you because loving you feels like heaven, it feels safe having you in my arms; it feels safe knowing that you're here and mine. It feels safe knowing that you're by my side. The thought of loving you fills my heart with warmth and my stomach with fluttering butterflies-I feel like I could float away. I don't want the world to see me, because they will never understand how I'm ready to go against heaven and earth just to feel you in my arms. They won't understand how down bad I am for you. They won't understand how I'm willing to go beyond myself just to feel you. They will never try to understand that my love is greater than anything this world can give. And they will never try to understand any of that. I want to love you without any judgements or fear, because it's you. You take away those fears inside me-the fear of being judged. And without those fears, I can love you freely. I choose to love you free and without judgement or fear. Because loving you feels like the movies-it feels so unreal, so extraordinary and special. And like in the movies, the love I feel for you is dramatically big. I accept you for who you are. I accept your true self-your flaws, insecurities, and even your imperfections. / love you for who you are, not for the masks you put on for others to see. Even if everything is made to be broken, I will know you for who you are. I will help you fix everything that is broken. I will always be there for you-accepting you and seeing you when no one else can. You are always loved by me, always seen by me, and always heard by me. You will forever be my iris. I love you so much my beloved.

how are you? it's been a long time isn't it? hahaaa i miss you. i really do. sometimes it just hits me in a random hour, moments, situation, and i cant do anything about it but to stop and reminisce. i really hope that you'd know that i had these feelings for you, well i guess i'm too late. sometimes i just keep on regretting towards the words i've never said to you. maybe in another life, i would. i love you, and i miss you, truly do.

im sorry, should we try again?

Please don’t be a stranger…

hi. several months have passed since your goodbye and my passivity towards you leaving, and i have come to realize that i have made the right choice. i may never know what we could’ve been—maybe because i was a coward, or perhaps i know, deep down in my soul, how i would have let it end—i’m grateful and happy for the “almosts”. as cruel as this sounds, i would have never been happy if we had happened. maybe transiently, but i doubt that your sincerity could touch the pitch black of my soul. truthfully, i am hollow, unlike you. i am filled with bitterness and tainting you would pain both of us essentially. although, of course, this is not to say this is the sole reason for my abandonment during the months i claimed i loved you. i just couldn’t compromise—not my energy, my time, my attention—i couldn’t find you adequate. i’m sorry. this ugly truth i subterraneously have realized all along, however highlighted when you were gone. i panicked in your absence, and within it realizations bloomed. i could never be happy with you because i wasn’t happy myself. my insides are hollow and pitch black, only topped off with sweetness as cherries. but i know you saw through it and loved me anyway. and this all the more motivated me to push you away. because how could you love this? i simply was blind. and in your absence i realize i had to be better for me. in you i found the necrosis in my heart. i have healed. it is no longer the blue hour during dawn. and i see you have found your match. my heart quakes of ambivalence. forgive me for being selfish once more, but this song reminds me of you.

This is your younger self. At this moment you feel so lost, thoughtless, numb yet afraid of what the future holds. Today you have nothing, but I hope when the time is right, and you’re reading this I hopefully wish you have everything by then. The life you dreamed of, the love you dared prayed for. And most importantly your growing fate. I hope by this time, you’ve already met your fave Thai and Korean actors. Visited Gmmtv and visited Thailand for the 100th time. And addition, I wish above all, that by the time you’re reading this, you have traveled half the world and is living and loving yourself to the fullest.

my youth is in your past, you’ll always have that. and though it didn’t last, i hope.. our paths.. cross again. i appreciate you and all of you——i never said it but you made me the happiest i’ve been in a long time. i’ll always be rooting for you. see you, in the near future?

i miss u double xl

still cant forget u. never felt the same for any man after you, though we never had anything in common. you look good. but you shouldn’t flex abt it so much. just wished that u noticed how i liked u since u weren’t in shape like how u are now. dont talk to lot of girls, be the nicest man for your future wife. idk what else to say, i’ll comeback one day i think

Whenever you’re feeling down, I’m here to lift you up and remind you of all the amazing things you’ve accomplished and the love you give so freely. You are more than enough, just as you are. I believe in you, and I’m so grateful to have you by my side.

Whenever you’re feeling down, I’m here to lift you up and remind you of all the amazing things you’ve accomplished and the love you give so freely. You are more than enough, just as you are. I believe in you, and I’m so grateful to have you by my side.

I hope you know Pame, that I really loved you with all I had in me. And you’ll always have a big part in my heart, even if I’m not in yours anymore.

Mamamo

i miss you

saya rindu kita yg dulu ☹️

sayaangg kalo kamu lihat ini makasi ya udah jadi orang yang bisa aku ajak cerita tentang semua hal dihidup aku, makasi suda mau coba bateng aku i love you sm

Hi dai/gang, my almost! It’s been a few weeks since our last contact. I miss you, i hope ure doing well. I’ll wait for you ha? til ma okay ka from your past, i know man na it’s not easy to move forward from ur past. I don’t know what really happen both sainyung duha but I know na grabe ang trauma nga nahatag nya saimo. I want u to know na I’m mad not mad at u for letting what we had go, tbh I admired u more for being honest nga wapajud ka ka move on saiya. Heal yourself and I will wait okay? loveu dai! :(

haha selamat asing selamanya