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hi! i was trying so hard to keep our relationship stand still and convince you to stay with me. but there was no hope ya? you letting me go so easily while i’m begging you to stay. proly that’s the best for us. i hope we can see each other on top! please take care and don’t forget to eat a lot. i love you always. thank you for willing to love me, when loving me is hard. thank you for once ever made me feel loved, that’ll be the best thing i’ve ever experience. have a lovely day always and my good prayers within you kak

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even in this quiet moment, i can’t tell if what i feel is truly happiness

Hey, malam ini aku bertengkar lagi sama dia. Aku pusing banget boo. Dan aku ga merasa aku safe sama dia aku ga merasa aku bisa melanjutkan ini. Bisa mempertahankan ini. Aku sayang kamu dan itu lebih real daripada pernikahan ini sendiri. Andai kamu yg jadi suamiku seperti rencana awal kita. Menikah di 2025 dan menata kehidupan kecil dengan langkah-langkah kecil. Tiga tahun yang sangat indah. Terima kasih aku sayang kamu. Xoxo

UPB, see u next life, wala akong pera eh

the messages all in this song:) sorry for being so distant, j so uk this is how i feel towards u

kamu tau ga si? kamu tu bener' kaya lagu ini, kamu bener' pengecualian bagi aku. semua hal yg ga aku suka tapi kamu lakuin, aku tetep cinta dan aku ga bisa ga jatuh cinta setiap liat/denger suara kamu, kamu tu indah banget di mata aku😶‍🌫️

You’re always my palagi, my pahinga, my totga, and my forever yvandonggg!

Please know that i’ll be you’re greatest fan, even we argue i’m still here waiting for you.

This will be the last song that I will ever give you ayang. Thank you for the 7 months of joy ride that we had. I will keep the memories deep inside me and will forever remember you till the end. You have been my wonder and I am truly grateful for what you have given to me. Thank you my love. ❤️

One day, one of our friends introduced you to me, I didn’t expect much- i thought it would just be a passing moment, another face i’d eventually forget. But something about you stayed. Something about the way you spoke, the way you listened to my yaps, my stories my chikas my teas and everything, you made me feel seened, and slowly almost quietly, i fell. Within a couple of days, we were something. Not officially, not loudly-but something . a kind of mutual understanding. A bond that didn’t need words or labels to make it feel real. We had late night conversations but only sometimes, shared laughter, and moments that made the world feel a little softer. I didn’t say it out loud but i was starting to feel safe with him even tho we’ve been only talking for about like what? 4 days? We both update each other with stuffs, we even greet each other goodmorning and goodnight blablabla. then february 28 came. which was my favorite day this year. the day we both confessed i think? well it’s because i read your notes and it literally sounds like its about me, and in the end it was actually for me haha. i posted you on insta i made something for you even tho i kept it. it was a note with my kiss mark and in the middle there was your name. i told you i will put it on my phone case and you said you it was cute. i was sick at that time. you told me i shouldn’t go to school. and i did what you told me. past few hours went by i waited for you text me, i was a little bit dramatic because i never got a response from you. i just realized how dumb am i, you were at school at that time. that night, we both talked about things that we both liked and stuffs we don’t like, and suddenly, it was your bedtime T^T you have to sleep na, we both said goodnight to each other but i never slept that day, i was backreading at that time. the “miss you” & “i’ll kiss you” message made me blushed lol. and then, march came which was my most hated month. well at first you greeted my nicely but we both didn’t talked that much that day, i hang out with my friends, and that’s the wrong thing i did. i listened to them, i trusted their words and not yours. we had a small argument. and after that day you started getting cold. I prayed, i hoped, i waited. i told myself you’d message soon. That maybe you just needed time to recover . But weeks passed. And nothing came. No message. No explanation. No goodbye. It’s the not knowing that hurts the most. Did he forgot about me? Was that the end? and i just didn’t realized it? I tried to move on. i swear i did. i distracted my self, i stopped reading our chats, i started talking to some guys, but in the end, i just hurted them. every night i found myself scrolling back, rereading, remembering,reaching out. But the truth is, I still miss you. So,so much. i still message your deleted account sometimes, even when there’s no reply. even when its just me talking to a silent screen. Even when i know he might never see it again. I just miss how it felt to be important to you cyrus, i miss the way you made everything feel light, I miss you so much. Maybe im foolish for holding on, Maybe i should’ve let go a long time ago. But some people aren’t easy to forget , especially when they left without saying goodbye. Ever since you left i’d wake up with the same heavy feeling in my chest. I open my phone hoping to see your name , only to be disappointed. i kept telling myself to let go, but deep down, i was still holding on. Not just to you, but to the version of you that existed when you were still around. I pitied myself. And maybe i hated that pity but i couldn’t escape it. I questioned my worth just because you couldn’t see it.

hi, ihyk i love you genuinely

eh haloo. jujur sebenernya aku masih sayang bgt sama kmu. bhkn stlh aku blg ky gtu ke kmu aku kepikiran trs dan akhrnya ak nangis sndri. oh yaa stlh kitaa chtn hari ini trnyata ak ngerasain apa yg kmu rasain waktu aku dry text ke kmu. trnyata rasanya gaenak bgt :( sorry azka. maaf kl aku msi kangen ke kmu. ily more than anything.

Miss you bear

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