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its been two days and i still dont know how to function well. i often cry, minsan bigla na lang ako maiiyak out of nowhere. i goddamn miss you. i wonder how ur doing i hope ure doing okay. hope u excel in ur studies. i hope u keep ur smile in ur face u look so beautiful when u smile jan ako nafall eh mwahaahahahaha. i miss u. im sorry if makakakita ka ng malalanding post ko unfortunately its the only way i know to cope up with this heartbreak i need distraction im sorry. its the easiest way i know to keep myself from being sane. i miss u. i love you

i miss u so much. im sorry if im acting like this like i care so much after we end im sorry idk what to do anymore. im sorry for not being able to give you what u need. im sorry if ang dami kong pagkukulang. im sorry i just really miss u so damn much. everything hurts. hindi ko alam hanggang kelan tong bigat sa dibdib ko and idk what to do. i still cant process the fact na wala na tayo. everything feel so normally strange. i hate how we go back to the old us, nung nag uusap palang tayo sa tiktok din tayo nag uusap non. unfortunately this time mukang wala nang balikan. im so sorry for everything, for ruining everything, for causing chaos and heartbreak to you i deeply apologise. hindi ko na alam anong coping mechanism ang gagawin ko so im sorry if nakakakita ka ng kung ano anong nkalagay sa notes ko. i miss so fucking much

i love you Lorderic

i love you Lorderic

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hey my love, i hope ure doing great there:) i really want to start over again all everything that we’ve had.. but it’s too late:( i did everything that i could to treat u right. but in the end, ikaw ang pumili na tapusin. what’s wrong with me when we’re together po? ano nag kulang sa akin. i wish you’d give me another chance someday. but okay i understand na u dont want it anymore:) ILOVEYA ALWAYS MY BABY

I miss you, I miss you so much you don’t know how much I’ve been meaning to tell you all about the things that has been going on ever since we broke up. I know that you probably think I’ve moved on, but I haven’t moved on yet ever since January 28. I still love you, and I hate it

Haii my greatest loveee! I miss you so much:( can we try again pls? Hindi ko kayang mawala ka. You’re literally my first love and greatest love, how can I forget you? I gave you many chances. Pero anong ginawa mo? Sinayang mo. I thought you’re guilty sa ginawa mo, hindi pala. Kaya mo ba ako iniwan kasi may reserba na? Awwww sad:( it’s finee I guess? I wish you and her the best thooo.

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I am so close to ket things go

hi baby, i miss you so much balik kana haha, 8months kitang mahal charles haha pero 1month mo lang ako minahal, sinasabihan na nila akong tanga dahil sayo, pero aaminin ko oo tanga ako sayo kase kahit alam kong may iba kana umaasa parin akong babalik ka kahit nasaktan ako ng sobra, please baby balik na us sa dati, iloveyousomuchhh baby😕😕

helloo! i know na di mo makikita to peroo, i like youuu. nahihiya kasi ako mag confess kaya dito nalang hahaha. shs ka na next yeaarr! good luckkk. im always gonna admire you from afar :)

happy birthday pak oasis, enjoy ur 16th idk what I supposed to say but I just hope u always happy and be a better person, don't ever forget me ya wkwk. jadi kepikiran, kira kira kita bakal ketemu lagi ga ya? tapi kalo emg ditakdirin bersama, pasti bakal ketemu lagi yah

sayang’ may chance ka sana saakin’ lahat ng may notes,repost ,shared post its all about napakamanhid mo naman’ basta i admire nlang in silently’

sayang’ may chance ka sana saakin’ lahat ng may notes,repost ,shared post its all about napakamanhid mo naman’ basta i admire nlang in silently’

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my love, happy 1 year and 10 months to us. i wish i could say this letter was filled only with happiness, but right now, ik that ive been disappointing you a lot. i know i haven’t been the best partner to you. i know i’ve failed in many ways, and i can’t take back the moments where you felt unloved, unseen, or unappreciated because of me. i’m sorry for every time i made you feel that my love wasn’t enough. it was me who wasn’t whole, me who wasn’t ready to let go of the pain from my past, and because of that, i carried things into us that i should have left behind. i hate that you had to feel the weight of my unhealed heart. it was never your fault, yet sometimes my actions made it seem like it was. you never deserved all of these. i always blame myself for everything kase you deserved joy, peace, and love in its purest form just like how you loved me ever since the beginning. and though i wanted so much to give you that, my own brokenness got in the way. but please believe me when i say this, i genuinely want to change. hindi lang dahil ayaw kitang saktan, but bc i still want to love u.. i wanna become the person who can love you the way you truly deserve. pero please love, katulad ng sinabi ko before, don’t expect too much. the more you expect, the more you’ll end up disappointed. i really want to heal, pero dahil sa palagi nating away, nahihirapan ako, napapagod ako. and because of that, sometimes i feel like i don’t feel the promise you once told me, that you’d stay with me through the healing, and that you’d be there until i’m okay. when i said it was time for you to leave me dahil sa nagawa ko noong May, you didn’t. you insisted on staying, you forgave me, and you told me you would never leave. but it keeps coming back to you, as if i’m not trying to change at all. i don’t blame you, masakit talaga yung nagawa ko, and i know you can’t forget it easily. i know you stayed because you love me, and i love you for that. i just want to ask you, please don’t expect too much from me right now. i don’t know how long it will take, but i am willing to go through it, because loving you has shown me that real love is worth fighting for. so today, on our 1 year and 10 months, i don’t just want to celebrate the time we’ve been together. sana magkasama tayo ngayon, sana hindi na lang tayo nagkalayo. kasi minsan, pakiramdam ko isang yakap at isang halik lang, okay na tayo. i know it sounds absurd, but deep inside i know it’s what we both need. we don’t always need long talks or explanations, sometimes we just need to feel each other’s presence to be reminded that love is still here, that we’re still holding on. kahit malayo tayo ngayon, i keep wishing that sana nandiyan ako sa tabi mo. sana kaya kitang yakapin kapag nahihirapan ka, at sana kaya kitang halikan para ipaalala sayo na kahit anong mangyari, ikaw pa rin yung pinipili ko. i love you, always. even in my failures, even in my flaws my love for you has never changed:< -ur lover boy.

hi imysm, i hope you realize you lost someone who loved u when u were at ur lowest and yeah. Why her and not me? i've been here the whole time.