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kayanya kalo alasan putus kita karena lu gapernah suka sm gue, gue lebih gampang move on deh? gue benci dibuat bingung sm lu. u said that u loved but u dont acted like u do mi. i hate u cz u dont even try FOR ME. banyak hal yg bikim gue benci sm lu tapi gatau kenapa gue masih disini

kayanya kalo alasan putus kita karena lu gapernah suka sm gue, gue lebih gampang move on deh? gue benci dibuat bingung sm lu. u said that u loved me but u dont acted like u do mi. i hate u cz u dont even try FOR ME. banyak hal yg bikin gue benci sm lu tapi gatau kenapa gue masih disini

2 thn brg brg means nothing kah buat km? smpe km milih buat nutupin semua nya dr aku, diajak pinky promise jgn sampai ada yang berubah selama LDR tpi malah km yg lupa dan nyepelein aku cukkk!!!!

hiiii WHAHAHAHAHA yk nalilito ako kung gusto mo ba ako o hindi , like wag da helly nmn kasi, ang sweet mo hehehehe basta yun, ang soft mo pa mag salita WHAHAHAHA

Hiiiiii Vennnnnyyyyyy, are you doing okay???? I really miss you, I know we are just friends pero pwede nmn ma miss diba WHAHAHAHA ingat always jan okayyyy, labyaaaa 🫶🏻🌼

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Dear James Clear L. Bertes, I just wanted to let you know that I miss you so much. Lately, I’ve been dreaming about you a lot, dreams where we’re together again, laughing, sharing moments, and it all feels so real that it breaks my heart when I wake up and realize it was just a dream. Sometimes I wish I could just message you or talk to you, but I know I can’t, there’s too much between us now. Still, I can’t help but wonder how you’re doing, if you’re okay, if you ever think of me too. It’s funny how even in my dreams, you’re still there, caring for me, like that time you guided me in my dream when I wore heels. I felt so happy, even just for a moment. I wish I could tell you in person how much I miss you, but I can’t. I hope you’re living a life that makes you happy. I hope you’re surrounded by people who love and support you. And even though I can’t say this to you directly, I just wanted to let you know that a part of me will always care, even if it’s from a distance. Take care, James.

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hiii my iris, jw to let you know that I love you so so so much! naa rako here always for u bb, please take care of yourself ha, IIIII MISSS UU BB(ay ka random) pero yes, ok bai🥰

missyow

Thank you for treats me like everything i’ve ever dreamed of!🫂🤍

To my iris I'm ready to sacrifice everything I have just to be with you. That I'm ready to give it all just to hold you in my arms. Because you're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be, and I don't want to lose you because loving you feels like heaven, it feels safe having you in my arms; it feels safe knowing that you're here and mine. It feels safe knowing that you're by my side. The thought of loving you fills my heart with warmth and my stomach with fluttering butterflies-I feel like I could float away. I don't want the world to see me, because they will never understand how I'm ready to go against heaven and earth just to feel you in my arms. They won't understand how down bad I am for you. They won't understand how I'm willing to go beyond myself just to feel you. They will never try to understand that my love is greater than anything this world can give. And they will never try to understand any of that. I want to love you without any judgements or fear, because it's you. You take away those fears inside me-the fear of being judged. And without those fears, I can love you freely. I choose to love you free and without judgement or fear. Because loving you feels like the movies-it feels so unreal, so extraordinary and special. And like in the movies, the love I feel for you is dramatically big. I accept you for who you are. I accept your true self-your flaws, insecurities, and even your imperfections. / love you for who you are, not for the masks you put on for others to see. Even if everything is made to be broken, I will know you for who you are. I will help you fix everything that is broken. I will always be there for you-accepting you and seeing you when no one else can. You are always loved by me, always seen by me, and always heard by me. You will forever be my iris. I love you so much my beloved.

how are you? it's been a long time isn't it? hahaaa i miss you. i really do. sometimes it just hits me in a random hour, moments, situation, and i cant do anything about it but to stop and reminisce. i really hope that you'd know that i had these feelings for you, well i guess i'm too late. sometimes i just keep on regretting towards the words i've never said to you. maybe in another life, i would. i love you, and i miss you, truly do.

im sorry, should we try again?

Please don’t be a stranger…

hi. several months have passed since your goodbye and my passivity towards you leaving, and i have come to realize that i have made the right choice. i may never know what we could’ve been—maybe because i was a coward, or perhaps i know, deep down in my soul, how i would have let it end—i’m grateful and happy for the “almosts”. as cruel as this sounds, i would have never been happy if we had happened. maybe transiently, but i doubt that your sincerity could touch the pitch black of my soul. truthfully, i am hollow, unlike you. i am filled with bitterness and tainting you would pain both of us essentially. although, of course, this is not to say this is the sole reason for my abandonment during the months i claimed i loved you. i just couldn’t compromise—not my energy, my time, my attention—i couldn’t find you adequate. i’m sorry. this ugly truth i subterraneously have realized all along, however highlighted when you were gone. i panicked in your absence, and within it realizations bloomed. i could never be happy with you because i wasn’t happy myself. my insides are hollow and pitch black, only topped off with sweetness as cherries. but i know you saw through it and loved me anyway. and this all the more motivated me to push you away. because how could you love this? i simply was blind. and in your absence i realize i had to be better for me. in you i found the necrosis in my heart. i have healed. it is no longer the blue hour during dawn. and i see you have found your match. my heart quakes of ambivalence. forgive me for being selfish once more, but this song reminds me of you.

This is your younger self. At this moment you feel so lost, thoughtless, numb yet afraid of what the future holds. Today you have nothing, but I hope when the time is right, and you’re reading this I hopefully wish you have everything by then. The life you dreamed of, the love you dared prayed for. And most importantly your growing fate. I hope by this time, you’ve already met your fave Thai and Korean actors. Visited Gmmtv and visited Thailand for the 100th time. And addition, I wish above all, that by the time you’re reading this, you have traveled half the world and is living and loving yourself to the fullest.