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kamu tau ga si? kamu tu bener' kaya lagu ini, kamu bener' pengecualian bagi aku. semua hal yg ga aku suka tapi kamu lakuin, aku tetep cinta dan aku ga bisa ga jatuh cinta setiap liat/denger suara kamu, kamu tu indah banget di mata aku😶‍🌫️

You’re always my palagi, my pahinga, my totga, and my forever yvandonggg!

Please know that i’ll be you’re greatest fan, even we argue i’m still here waiting for you.

This will be the last song that I will ever give you ayang. Thank you for the 7 months of joy ride that we had. I will keep the memories deep inside me and will forever remember you till the end. You have been my wonder and I am truly grateful for what you have given to me. Thank you my love. ❤️

One day, one of our friends introduced you to me, I didn’t expect much- i thought it would just be a passing moment, another face i’d eventually forget. But something about you stayed. Something about the way you spoke, the way you listened to my yaps, my stories my chikas my teas and everything, you made me feel seened, and slowly almost quietly, i fell. Within a couple of days, we were something. Not officially, not loudly-but something . a kind of mutual understanding. A bond that didn’t need words or labels to make it feel real. We had late night conversations but only sometimes, shared laughter, and moments that made the world feel a little softer. I didn’t say it out loud but i was starting to feel safe with him even tho we’ve been only talking for about like what? 4 days? We both update each other with stuffs, we even greet each other goodmorning and goodnight blablabla. then february 28 came. which was my favorite day this year. the day we both confessed i think? well it’s because i read your notes and it literally sounds like its about me, and in the end it was actually for me haha. i posted you on insta i made something for you even tho i kept it. it was a note with my kiss mark and in the middle there was your name. i told you i will put it on my phone case and you said you it was cute. i was sick at that time. you told me i shouldn’t go to school. and i did what you told me. past few hours went by i waited for you text me, i was a little bit dramatic because i never got a response from you. i just realized how dumb am i, you were at school at that time. that night, we both talked about things that we both liked and stuffs we don’t like, and suddenly, it was your bedtime T^T you have to sleep na, we both said goodnight to each other but i never slept that day, i was backreading at that time. the “miss you” & “i’ll kiss you” message made me blushed lol. and then, march came which was my most hated month. well at first you greeted my nicely but we both didn’t talked that much that day, i hang out with my friends, and that’s the wrong thing i did. i listened to them, i trusted their words and not yours. we had a small argument. and after that day you started getting cold. I prayed, i hoped, i waited. i told myself you’d message soon. That maybe you just needed time to recover . But weeks passed. And nothing came. No message. No explanation. No goodbye. It’s the not knowing that hurts the most. Did he forgot about me? Was that the end? and i just didn’t realized it? I tried to move on. i swear i did. i distracted my self, i stopped reading our chats, i started talking to some guys, but in the end, i just hurted them. every night i found myself scrolling back, rereading, remembering,reaching out. But the truth is, I still miss you. So,so much. i still message your deleted account sometimes, even when there’s no reply. even when its just me talking to a silent screen. Even when i know he might never see it again. I just miss how it felt to be important to you cyrus, i miss the way you made everything feel light, I miss you so much. Maybe im foolish for holding on, Maybe i should’ve let go a long time ago. But some people aren’t easy to forget , especially when they left without saying goodbye. Ever since you left i’d wake up with the same heavy feeling in my chest. I open my phone hoping to see your name , only to be disappointed. i kept telling myself to let go, but deep down, i was still holding on. Not just to you, but to the version of you that existed when you were still around. I pitied myself. And maybe i hated that pity but i couldn’t escape it. I questioned my worth just because you couldn’t see it.

hi, ihyk i love you genuinely

eh haloo. jujur sebenernya aku masih sayang bgt sama kmu. bhkn stlh aku blg ky gtu ke kmu aku kepikiran trs dan akhrnya ak nangis sndri. oh yaa stlh kitaa chtn hari ini trnyata ak ngerasain apa yg kmu rasain waktu aku dry text ke kmu. trnyata rasanya gaenak bgt :( sorry azka. maaf kl aku msi kangen ke kmu. ily more than anything.

Miss you bear

thankies y lu udh mau jd mai bespren lup u

engga kangen aku kah??

happy birthday. i just wanted to let you know that i got to pursue the program i’ve mentioned before (though, idk if you were paying attention really). i am okay. this will be the last time i’ll greet you, bc i’ve decided to move forward already. it’s long overdue. i’ve been stuck here for what seems like a very long time already you own a big part of who i am, and my perspective when it comes to love or the idea of it. i’ve come to the realization that maybe, it wasn’t you i fell in love with—it was merely just the version of you i created inside my head. i’ve put you on a pedestal and it has been difficult for me to acknowledge that. to this day, i’m still hoping you’d come back and tell me you regret not caring as much as i did. and i know that day will never come, but i guess i haven’t beaten myself up enough to let you go completely. the fact that you have a ton of ways to get in touch and you haven’t speaks a lot for itself already. then again, i was the one who walked away. it wasn’t what i wanted to, though. i had to make that decision, because if i didn’t, i’d only drown and you wouldn’t bother to come after me. i know very well i would take anything you can offer, and i don’t wanna go that low—or at least let myself experience it again. i suppose you can never truly find the same person twice. in the end, it’s probably for the best. maybe me walking away saved me from something worse. i hope that if ever i come across you in the future, i’ve already built the courage to muster a smile, without feeling anything but contentment. i wish you’re happy, though. i wish that you’re okay and that you’re keeping yourself safe. i wish that you’re also able to pursue what you want. always rooting for you! happy birthday!

ambot sa imo

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Ill stop here first , next time ill let love find me first .. but youre still the best memories amongst all

hi jayy hahaha imissyooosoomuch bebi I know u doing well but I still prayed ur dreams and ur mental health ahahaha I’m still here proud of u silently but if ever nga down nakayka don’t forget to pray ah? I know u soo well I know u brave enough po hahaha do the things that make you happy or comfortable hahaha btw goodluck on ur game still here cheering for u silently win or lose u still do ur best I’m still proud of u take care of yourself ha?:)Imissyoo my big nose!!

i didn’t know what happened between us exactly. but it was strange to see a person who asked me to be my future grown a lot more to a person i felt like i’ve never know before.

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