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my dearest win. can’t sleep tonight because i’m missing you so bad. remember this song? this was the song you sang to me when we were calling each other in the middle of the night. it’s a shame i didn’t get to record it.. to hear your calming voice every time i miss you, like right now. ‘tan’ was the first nickname someone ever called me, and i’m so glad that it was you. i still remember the times we used to talk to each other everyday, i know we were inseparable. but now, i promise to stay distant. just admiring you from afar and praying for your safeness :)

i have a new crush but i feel like im cheating on u..

I love you baby, sorryyy.

Assalamualaikum Ian, I'm not sure whether writing this wld be compulsory or not for you but i hope it did. First of all, there's no other word i can say other than thank you for has been part of my tough life this year, being a listener that ive never thought i need, I see truth in ur intentions and purity of ur souls till i wonder what i did to deserve you. I wrote this whole long text once again because i feel like things don't work clearly for us. Therefore, this whole desicion wasn't bcs i don't care about you, it is precisely i do care about you, our future, and most importantly our individual relation with Allah. This period of separation is crucial for both of us to focus on ourselves, repent to Him and strive to become a better person. If Allah will us to rekindle again, nothing could stop us, and our paths will cross again when the time is truly right. The only contact we should have now on is through dua to Allah. If you have a lot in your mind, just tell Allah about ur feelings. and I will be doing the same. And if Allah Has A Different Plan for either of us, then we must be tawakkal and accept His decree. Knowing tht His plan was the most perfect and beneficial for each of us. Last but not least, I've heard a quote says : "life is not about choosing the best path, but it's about making the best out of the path that you had chose".

Assalamualaikum Ian, I'm not sure whether writing this wld be compulsory or not for you but i hope it did. First of all, there's no other word i can say other than thank you for has been part of my tough life this year, being a listener that ive never thought i need, I see truth in ur intentions and purity of ur souls till i wonder what i did to deserve you. I wrote this whole long text once again because i feel like things don't work clearly for us. Therefore, this whole desicion wasn't bcs i don't care about you, it is precisely i do care about you, our future, and most importantly our individual relation with Allah. This period of separation is crucial for both of us to focus on ourselves, repent to Him and strive to become a better person. If Allah will us to rekindle again, nothing could stop us, and our paths will cross again when the time is truly right. The only contact we should have now on is through dua to Allah. If you have a lot in your mind, just tell Allah about ur feelings. and I will be doing the same. And if Allah Has A Different Plan for either of us, then we must be tawakkal and accept His decree. Knowing tht His plan was the most perfect and beneficial for each of us. Last but not least, I've heard a quote says : "life is not about choosing the best path, but it's about making the best out of the path that you had chose".

Assalamualaikum Ian, I'm not sure whether writing this wld be compulsory or not for you but i hope it did. First of all, there's no other word i can say other than thank you for has been part of my tough life this year, being a listener that ive never thought i need, I see truth in ur intentions and purity of ur souls till i wonder what i did to deserve you. I wrote this whole long text once again because i feel like things don't work clearly for us. Therefore, this whole desicion wasn't bcs i don't care about you, it is precisely i do care about you, our future, and most importantly our individual relation with Allah. This period of separation is crucial for both of us to focus on ourselves, repent to Him and strive to become a better person. If Allah will us to rekindle again, nothing could stop us, and our paths will cross again when the time is truly right. The only contact we should have now on is through dua to Allah. If you have a lot in your mind, just tell Allah about ur feelings. and I will be doing the same. And if Allah Has A Different Plan for either of us, then we must be tawakkal and accept His decree. Knowing tht His plan was the most perfect and beneficial for each of us. Last but not least, I've heard a quote says : "life is not about choosing the best path, but it's about making the best out of the path that you had chose".

dis is for u gerwin, for now

i hope that one day, i’ll find myself free from this. letting go is the first step. i wish you well; i always have. i thank God for having met you. you taught me so many things, and i think you owe a huge part of who i am now and how i view love. you will probably always have a space in my heart, and i will always be vulnerable when it comes to you. but i know that this is what i need. this is something i have been putting off for a very long time. i was losing my mind trying to figure out what’s inside yours. so, i need this. i need to end whatever it is that’s stopping me from going out there and exploring other possibilities (though it does not necessarily mean i’d be with someone else). i hope you will, too. i hope that canada treats you well. i hope life treats you well. and when the time comes that you find a girl whom you’ll fall head over heels for, treat her kindly. treat her with respect. treat her with clarity. treat her lovingly. don’t be afraid to be vulnerable, because that’s how you both will really get to know one another—flaws and all. tell her all the things she needs to hear. be each other’s safe space. maybe someday i’d have the guts to face you again and look you in the eye without feeling anything but quiet contentment. until then, i hope to never see you again.

uto-uto ka talaga

miss u so much

I miss u

This song is typically dedicated for girls, but it matches the way I perceive you. Hi, Enzo. We’ve had a nice talk on omegle and I was in awe of how charming you were. The way your eyes are mapungay, your smile was so pretty, so was your giggle, you wouldn’t even believe me nung sinabi kong cute ka—na you were pogi. Jinjaaa frfr. You said na you weren’t a conversational person. You thought na that fact would give you an image where people wouldn’t tend to talk sa ‘yo or hindi na ma-enjoy ang presence mo. That little talk of ours? Something I’d cherish forever. I know it sounds stupid how I would like you agad or how I was attracted to you in an instant eh we just talked lang naman about basketball and sum stuff. You don’t know how much that talk has made me want to talk to you more. You were gulat daw ‘cause it was your first time doing that and you talked to someone so “strong” agad. I’m sorry for making you feel like my feelings were your responsibility. It isn’t. I hope we find a way to talk to each other again, Enzo. I really hope so. Btw, your smile makes everything seem light :)).

Meron nga bang pipili sakin? kung oo, sana ikaw. ;)

hello steven :) sa tuwing tinatanong ako kung sino crush ko, pangalan mo naiisip ko. :)

hi

hi

hi carlos, IYou were such an important part of my life, and no matter how much time passes, I’ll always be grateful for what we shared. You helped shape pieces of me that I’ll carry forever, and I’ll never pretend those memories didn’t matter. But as much as I cared and still care in my own way I’ve realized I’ve moved on. It doesn’t mean I forgot you, it just means I’m learning to let go and make space for the next chapter of my life. That’s not easy to admit, because a part of me will always have love for who we were, but I know holding on would only keep us both from finding the happiness we deserve. I truly wish you nothing but peace, love, and joy in everything ahead of you. You’ll always hold a place in my heart, but it’s time for me to keep walking forward. And advance happy birthday!🫂💞

jangan mixed signal dong, aku takut dimainin lagi…