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crazy how it all comes down to this, huh? just friends. after everything we shared, all the pieces of our lives tangled up, it feels unreal to go back like none of it happened. i keep seeing us on your bike, your laugh cutting through the wind while i held on, thinking nothing could touch us. you gave me a version of high school that felt like magic instead of misery, and i’ll never forget that. i let myself picture us years from now — a life together, kids running around, a future that felt so certain back then. but maybe certainty was the lie. maybe the universe decided we weren’t meant to last, no matter how much i wanted us to. you were the right person, but not at the right time. and now i’m left holding memories that don’t know where to go.

I chose butter because even though neither of us like kpop, you always said “oh butters” it stuck-like butter.. I miss you

missing u again

Ewan ko sayo

c

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bambi:(( i’m sorry, i’m in so much pain right now, because i know how bad i hurt you, i was fvcked up in the head, and i’m just so sorry:(( and idk how many sorry’s will it take to heal you, and i know no amount of apology could ever. yk, i’m in so much pain rn cause yk naman abt it but fvck how i’m willing to catch all of the pain ur feeling right now kung pwede lang sa akoa nana tanan so it’ll make u feel a lil lighter, idc sa akoang state as long as i see u fine, okay ko:)) love, i miss you, u have no idea how i’m trying to act strong and okay in front of u, but the way u stare at me? the way u respond ? man, i’m breaking into pieces pero siyempre di nako na ipahalata cuz i wanna be strong for u. ali i miss u so bad:( i jst wanna cry every night cuz i miss my bambam so bad, and if i have to court u again, i’ll court u a million times (ayna sig ingon na ako napud ang lalake blah blah) wakoy labot piste, bam:((

kak gejan, ternyata kamu cuma mau main main ya? ahahaha, semangat yaa, SOALNYA AKU BAKAL MAININ BALIK WKAKAKAKKWKAKKWAKKA

BITCH!!! I HATE YOU

boy i adore you

hii my baby gabie i’m so sorry for everything i’m so sorry if loving me sucks i miss you always :((

imissusm sopia

This song is specifically for him. Yes i still love him because he is kind, respectful. But he is a red flag HAHA he is funny tho. I love you but i wont say my name.

hi babe, miss you so much hehehe if ever na meron kana, ano goodluck

hi Majoy, sana akin kana lang bwahahahhaha mas better naman ako dyan

To My Dear, Clint. I just feel like I need to say what’s been on my mind. Honestly, no matter how hard I try, I can’t unlike you. I’ve tried to distract myself, I’ve told myself to stop, but I just can’t. You’re still there, always, and it’s so frustrating because I don’t know what to do with these feelings. I’ve told myself so many times to just move on, to stop thinking about you, but it’s not that simple. When you told me you didn’t actually like me, I can’t lie, that really hurt. it hurt more than I wanted to admit. I kept replaying those words in my head, wondering if everything I felt was just one-sided. But then I hear from your friends that it’s not true that you actually did like me but just couldn’t take the risk. And that just left me stuck, because which one am I supposed to believe? The words you said, or the feelings that felt real, or the things your friends keep saying? My friends keep telling me, “just move on from him, open your heart to someone else.” They make it sound so easy. But what they don’t understand is I can’t. I can’t just open my heart to someone else because the truth is, I want it to be you. Only you. No matter how much it hurts, it’s you. I want you to know that I’ve forgiven you for the things you said, for the way things ended before they even had the chance to began. Whatever reasons you had, whatever words you said that made me doubt it, I’m letting them go. I don’t want to carry bitterness or blame. Our “story,” if you can even call it that, ended before it even had the chance to start, but that doesn’t erase the feelings I had for you. They were real to me, even if things didn’t work out. I don’t want to stay angry. I just wish things could’ve been different. Maybe in another time, in another version of us, we would’ve worked out. I don’t know if you’ll ever really understand how much you meant to me, even for such a short time. Maybe you won’t. But at least you’ll know this, I cared, and a part of me probably always will. I want you to know that I’ll always cheer for you in every possible way. Don’t ever give up on your dreams. I know how much you love playing basketball and even if you feel like no one’s proud of you always remember that I’m here silently cheering for you even if you lose or win.

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i rlly rlly miss u