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Hey bea. I'm so sorry for everything ik I was a bad gf.l'll always look for u in other ppl. -🐨

Hello, I like you. I don’t know when it started, but it just happened. Maybe it’s because of your personality — the way you speak, the way you treat people, the way you carry yourself even when life gets heavy. You have this calm presence that makes everything around you feel lighter, even when I can tell you’re tired and struggling inside. Sometimes when I look into your eyes, it hurts. I see how much you’ve been through, how much you’re still carrying. I wish I could help you. I wish I could take away the pain and give you peace. But I know I can’t. So instead, I just admire you from afar, quietly praying for you, hoping you find comfort in the small things. There are moments when our eyes meet, just for a second and I feel my heart skipped a beat. It’s such a simple thing, but it means so much to me. Maybe you don’t even notice, but those tiny glances stay with me the whole day. I find myself replaying them in my head like they’re small pieces of happiness I can hold onto. And when you look away, I secretly keep staring, memorizing the way you smile, the way your eyes light up when you laugh. You have no idea how much peace I find in just watching you from a distance. There are times I catch myself smiling for no reason, only to realize it’s because you crossed my mind again. You’ve become part of my daily thoughts, when I wake up, when I’m tired, when I see something that reminds me of you. I notice the smallest things about you, how your smile can change a bad day, how your presence can calm a storm inside me, how you manage to stay kind even when life is unfair. You inspire me to be better, to be stronger, to keep going. You probably don’t realize how much of an impact you have on the people around you, especially on me. I won’t confess to you in person because I’m scared, scared that if I do, you’ll walk away, and I’d rather keep you close in silence than lose you completely. So I’ll stay here, quietly cheering you on. You might not notice me, but I’m always here, rooting for you. I’ll keep believing in you, even when you can’t believe in yourself. And if ever you’re reading this, please don’t feel pressured. You don’t have to like me back. You don’t owe me anything. I’m not asking for anything in return. I just wanted to let this out, to let you know that someone out there genuinely cares for you, prays for you, and believes in you. I just wanted you to read this, even once, and maybe smile knowing that you’re appreciated…not for what you do, but for who you are. You’re not alone, even when it feels like it. God is always with you. He sees your pain, He understands your battles, and He’s holding you through it all. You are loved more than you know — not just by people, but by Him who never leaves. Whenever you feel tired, remember this: “The Lord is near to the brokenhearted and saves the crushed in spirit.” – Psalm 34:18 And when the world feels too heavy, “I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.” – Philippians 4:13 So even if I stay silent, please know that I care, I pray, and I’ll always be here, hoping for your healing and happiness. You mean so much to me, love. You’re one of the people who made my life better. I still think about you, I always do. How can I not? Just know that in every universe, I would always choose you over anyone else because you’re the only guy I’ve loved genuinely. I know some feelings are better left unspoken, but yeah — here I am, confessing my freakin’ feelings. Please don’t share this with anyone, I’m begging hahaha. – C.A.

You wanted someone to care for you, to love you, and to make you feel like you're the only girl in the world, but when I tried to give you that you pushed me away.

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HI BBY BUDOY/JOSH I wanna say thankyou for everything and stay strong us,and sana kahit mahirap ng intindihin lahat mag stay paren tayo both,sa rs naten rigth now,and bby iloveyouuuu and iloveyouuuu moree😘🥰😘🥰😘😘

hahaha miss u baby

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Safe word is pie I love you lol

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Hai Bar, Mungkin gak bakal liat ini wkwk,kita ga dekat bahkan interaksi aja jarang dikelas tapi makasih ya Bar untuk perasaannya. Aku tau kok, benar-benar keliatan kok naksirnya. Kalo gak mau confess juga gapapa that’s totally normal kokk. Ya tapi tau sendiri konsekuensinya hehe. Talk abt confess, menurutku better gak usah confess sih, karena aku ngerasa waktunya gak pas saat ini. Idk, aku ngerasa campur aduk aja sama semuanya sm hidupku beberapa tahun blkgan ini , Sm gamau ruin my college life juga sih, apalagi kita juga sekelas. Kadang aku suka bertanya-tanya, apa sih Bar yang dirimu suka atau kagum atau apapun dari aku? Ya walaupun pertanyaan kayak gini gak semua orang bisa jawab ya, apalagi kalau udah urusan falling in love wkwk. Idk, sometimes I feel insecure aja Bar ngeliat dirimu. I mean, ur smart and handsome too haha walaupun kadang kalo dipikir-pikir dirimu agak aneh di kelas wkwk. Kalo kutebak, isi kepalamu macem-macem ya Bar, ada aja hal aneh yang muncul gitu, soalnya setiap ngomong tuh pasti ada aja yang buat orang-orang ketawa.Bahkan pas pertama kali aku pindah ke kelas yg ini aja aku langsung mikir dirimu aneh wkwk Tapi Bar, kalo dirimu bertanya-tanya pernahkah diriku suka atau kepikiran tentang dirimu, jawabannya gak pasti. Aku juga masih bingung sama perasaanku. Aku tipikal orang yang gampang kebawa perasaan sama hal-hal kecil apapun di hidupku, jadi aku gak tau pasti aku suka atau tidak. Tapi jujur aja, aku sering kepikiran kok, apalagi kalo kita pernah beberapa kali eye contact (gak sering tapi lumayan). Hal ini buat aku seneng, aku bingung juga, padahal aku gak ada perasaan apa-apa. Keknya emang hatiku aja yang murahan wkwk. Tapi Bar, setelah tau dirimu suka sama aku selama setahun ini, tipe pasanganku jadinya yang smart kayak dirimu plus ganteng juga (bonus wkwk). Ya gitu aja sih cuma mau ngeluarin isi pikiran aja krn beberapa hari belakangan ini kepikiran udh mau ke semester perkuliahan yg serius dan mungkin ga sekelas lagi , Aku kepikiran mau nulis disini aja krn kemungkinan dibaca nya cuma 20% wkwk, intinya makasih ya Bar buat perasaannya ( aku jd ngerasa ternyata aku gaseburuk yg kubayangkan krn there’s someone who crush on me wkwk )

Hello, ralph! once again, happy happy birthday. gusto ko lang sabihin sa’yo na ang tanda mo na. tumanda ka lang, naging others ka na. sus, ako dapat huling sasayaw sa’yo e. hmph! anyways, ang totoo talaga nyan, gusto ko lang sabihin na masaya ako para sa’yo. for the past few months, simula noong nakita kong masaya ka na, doon ko nakita na nahanap mo na talaga yung matagal mo ng hinahanap. wala lang, masaya lang akong makita kang masaya. na finally naranasan mo na rin yung mga ganito ganyan. lam mu va…walang araw na hindi ko sinabi ang mga salitang “sana”. nakakapanghinayang, pero wala e, nagawa ko na. ralph, gusto ko lang malaman mo na matagal ko na pinagsisisihan mga pagkakamaling ginawa ko sa’yo. sorry kung hindi ako nakinig noon.:’) wait, may chika ako na tanong or ewan basta ewan ko sayo rap!👺 ganito un,,,dati kasi, lagi lang ako nagmamasid sayo. wala lang, gusto ko lang tignan kung kamusta ka ganern. lagay natin madalas sa tiktok. pero ang hindi ko lang maintindihan ay bakit sa main mo masaya ka sa gf mo ganern pero sa dump puro pangungulila.😞😞 kayanga madalas babad ako sa dump mo e hehe BWUAHWHAH ansama ko ba,.!:!?¿ hindiiii kasiiiii,!!¡¡ rilit kc aku as hjndi pa nakakausad dvah so tambay tlga…anyways, mukha na akong lasing dito, hindi ko na maintindihan kung ano yung point ko, pero lagay nalang natin na akala ko miss mo rin ako. nywhahwhah alam mo beng, nakakainis ka pa rin talaga. porket alam mong hindi pa ako nakakausad, bigla bigla ka na lang susulpot. ilang buwan na tayo hindi nag-uusap non, tas biglang magcchat ka sa’kin gamit tong send a message. hays, miss mo talaga ako, minin mu nah. hoy pero masaya ako na ginawa mo yun, wala lang, na miss kita e. sayang lang kasi hindi rin nagtagal. pero kahit deleted na yung acc mo na yun na ginamit mo pang tanong sa kaibigan ko kung may bago na ba ako hayop ka, hindi pa rin ako tumigil na magchat sa’yo doon. from nood tayo AIB, nanalo kami sa contest, may natanggap akong award, mga ganon ba. wala lang, iniisip ko lang na nandyan ka pa rin, masaya para sa’kin. lumipas mga ilang araw, biglang may nag-add sa’kin na account. tinignan ko, pfp pa lang alam kong ikaw na. wala e, alam ko na mga taste mo sa pfp. naalala mo pa dati mga sinisend mo tas itatanong mo ano maganda nwyahwhaha. talino mo rin kasi hindi mga kakilala ko inadd mo kasi alam mong hindi un magwwork. pero kahit na alam kung ikaw un, hindi pa rin kita inaccept. tapos sumunod na araw, inadd mo na naman ako. tas ayun, nagnotes ako na sana tama ako na acc mo sabay accept. ayun, boom pahnez, ikaw nga. masaya ako na nagpakita ka ulit, pero hindi ko maintindihan kung bakit nagpakita ka pa ulit. akala ko non beng, mag-uusap na tayo ulit. oo, nag-usap tayo sa notes, pero di enough e. gustong gusto ko talaga makausap ka. nagchat ako sayo, inaasahang magkakamustahan tayo. pero wala e, binalik mo na naman yung mga tanong mong ang obvious naman na ng sagot. andami kong gustong sabihin sayo beng, pero hindi ko alam bakit mas gusto mo pa maging topic yung mga kasalanang matagal ko na pinagsisisihan at pilit na kinakalimutan. alam mo, si mama, lagi ka tinatanong sa’kin. kahit ako nagtaka non kasi bigla ka nalang binanggit. nywhauaha ralph, napansin kong kahit anong sabihin ko, wala na talaga para sayo. tagal ko rin hinintay birthday mo, akala ko talaga makakapag-usap na tayo. pero wala na talaga e. ginawa ko ‘to, para sabihin yung mga dapat kong sabihin. ralph, gustong gusto talaga kita maka-usap, pero wala akong magagawa kung ayaw mo. hindi ko alam kung kelan ako makakausad, mahal pa rin kita beng e. pero ‘wag ka mag-alala, wala naman akong balak gawin na ikakasira sa rs mo. alam kong masaya ka na, at masaya rin ako para sa’yo. last na ‘to promise, hindi na kita kukulitin. beng, gusto ko lang magpasalamat sa mga bagay noon na ginagawa mo para maging masaya ako at para tumibay pa yung relasyon natin. at gusto ko rin humingi ng tawad sa mga kasalanang ginawa ko sa’yo. pinagsisisihan ko lahat ng iyon. lagi mong tatandaan beng na proud ako sa’yo. gawin mo yung mga bagay na nakakapagpasaya sa’yo. ayoko nakikita kang malungkot, oki!?😤 yari talaga si johne sa’kin kapag may ginawa siya sa’yo. pero so far, sinabi mo rin naman na okay sya, not just okay, but better than me. and that makes me happy even more. nasasaktan ako sa tuwing kinocompare mo siya sa’kin, pero masaya rin ako kasi napunta ka na sa tamang tao. totoo to beng, masaya ako para sainyo. again ralph, happy happy birthday. live your life to the fullest. i love you for the last time.

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