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a letter i’ll never send hi, i don’t even know where to start. i’ve written and erased this in my head so many times. i’m trying to find the right words to explain everything i felt. maybe it’s not even about explaining anymore. maybe it’s just about finally letting it all out. i loved you. not the kind of love that’s fleeting, but the kind that stays up at night thinking about ur peace, ur comfort, ur little habits. i loved you even when i didn’t feel loved back the same way. i stayed when i felt unseen, unheard, and misunderstood —hoping maybe one day u’d look at me and finally see how much i was trying. i tried to be patient, to understand, to adjust. i told myself that if i just love you right, u’ll learn to love me better too. but, i forgot love shouldn’t be something i have to prove. i didn’t need u to be perfect. i just wanted to feel safe, to feel chosen, to feel like i mattered. and it hurts because i believed in us. i believed in what we could be if we both met halfway. u said u wanted me, but u never made me feel wanted again. u said u didn’t understand me, but all i ever needed was for u to try. u thought i was arguing, but i was only asking to be understood. on my birthday, when i felt invisible beside u, that’s when something inside me quietly broke. i tried to hold it in, tried to smile through it, but all i wanted that day was to feel special — not from the gifts, but from ur eyes, ur effort, ur love. u couldn’t see that and maybe that’s where we lost each other. u stopped seeing me, and i kept trying to be seen. being with u — in ur arms, in ur hugs — felt like home. i still long for that every night. i could only fall asleep peacefully beside u and yk that. u were my safe space, my comfort, my home. now, idk where to find that same peace. i’ve been losing sleep for weeks, even with sleeping pills and therapy. the truth is, i miss the version of myself that felt safe beside u. before we ended, i even told u i wanted to sleep beside u again. i was scared of my own thoughts and nightmares. but, that comfort isn’t there anymore, u are not here anymore, and it breaks me to accept that. i still think about u, about us. i still cry sometimes because part of me wishes u’d just understood me, because i would’ve stayed. i would’ve fought harder if i knew u were fighting too. but u weren’t. and i can’t carry the both of us anymore. so this is me, finally trying to go, not because i stopped loving you, but because i’ve learned that love shouldn’t hurt this much to keep. maybe one day u’ll look back and realize what i was trying to give u. maybe u’ll understand what i meant when i said i needed partnership, not silence. maybe u’ll treat someone better because of what we went through. and if that happens, i’ll be okay with that. even if it’s unfair, i know my love changed something in u, and in me. i’m learning to choose peace now and even tho it hurts, i’m proud of myself for walking away from something that no longer wants me. u’ll always be part of my story. but not my ending. i love you very very very much, my marcopolo. i wish i could say this to u but i know i shouldn’t. i hope my absence brings u the peace that my presence couldn’t. from the bottom of my heart, i want u to be happy and successful even without me. te amo, to the moon and back.

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i miss you ai, i still love you, balik na nko please 10-20-22

uhh hi, i just want you to know that you’re my exception.

tayo nalang ulit please. i promise i’ll be good. i cant live without you

tayo nalang ulit please. i promise i’ll be good. i cant live without you

tayo nalang ulit please. i promise i’ll be good. i cant live without you

tayo nalang ulit please. i promise i’ll be good. i cant live without you

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hi baby, alam kong sinabi ko na tama na at ayoko na, pero hindi ko naman magawang mag move-on😣. I can’t unlove you mylove. I really miss you so much. Magkasama pala kayo ni hen dun sa md mo, pero baka bumisita lang din, sana di nagbalikan charet hahaha. I hope you’re doing well. I love you

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hai assalamualaikum zaii. how was your day ? rindu sangat nak gelak sama sama. nak chat kau, aku takut nampak beria. sakitnya mencintai orang dalam diam. aku doakan kau sihat selalu okey ? semoga dipermudhkn urusan kau. aku always dekat sini. aku tunggu kau 🫠. zai, tbh im in love with you, sorry.

haii zaii ! sihat ke tu ? aku malu nak luahkan rasa ni kat kau so aku luah kat sini eh ? yaa aku suka kau. since day 1 kita jumpa dekat YPM aku dah tertarik dengan kau. aku tahu kau da tahu pasal semua nii. takpe, aku tunggu kau okey ? aku janji. fi amanillah 🤍 ~q

I know it's been like what 1 years since our breakup, if you're able to see this message hello its me Russel I hope you still remember me because I definitely remember you, still to this day our relationship hunts me over and over again like a never ending loop, iyah or may I say love one last time, love I'm still stuck at the place where you left me I still remember how you left me after that fight, I still remember how I cried so much i wasn't even basically hiding my cries anymore, but one last question before I go continue my life, how are you? Have you found somebody to love again? I've known that you found someone already after you texted me that message with the help of my craziness I found out myself, but I'm not really angry just overwhelmed, overwhelmed about why didn't you fought for me?, why didn't you chose me in the end?, I may sound pathetic because I am, I cried like a stupid boy that lost he's candy, and what did I get from crying?, nothing. Nothing that really helped me move on and forget about you, yes I mightve now but your presence still hunts me until I give in and say I still love you.

I know it's been like what 1 years since our breakup, if you're able to see this message hello its me Russel I hope you still remember me because I definitely remember you, still to this day our relationship hunts me over and over again like a never ending loop, iyah or may I say love one last time, love I'm still stuck at the place where you left me I still remember how you left me after that fight, I still remember how I cried so much i wasn't even basically hiding my cries anymore, but one last question before I go continue my life, how are you? Have you found somebody to love again? I've known that you found someone already after you texted me that message with the help of my craziness I found out myself, but I'm not really angry just overwhelmed, overwhelmed about why didn't you fought for me?, why didn't you chose me in the end?, I may sound pathetic because I am, I cried like a stupid boy that lost he's candy, and what did I get from crying?, nothing. Nothing that really helped me move on and forget about you, yes I mightve now but your presence still hunts me until I give in and say I still love you.