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Hai Bar, Mungkin gak bakal liat ini wkwk,kita ga dekat bahkan interaksi aja jarang dikelas tapi makasih ya Bar untuk perasaannya. Aku tau kok, benar-benar keliatan kok naksirnya. Kalo gak mau confess juga gapapa that’s totally normal kokk. Ya tapi tau sendiri konsekuensinya hehe. Talk abt confess, menurutku better gak usah confess sih, karena aku ngerasa waktunya gak pas saat ini. Idk, aku ngerasa campur aduk aja sama semuanya sm hidupku beberapa tahun blkgan ini , Sm gamau ruin my college life juga sih, apalagi kita juga sekelas. Kadang aku suka bertanya-tanya, apa sih Bar yang dirimu suka atau kagum atau apapun dari aku? Ya walaupun pertanyaan kayak gini gak semua orang bisa jawab ya, apalagi kalau udah urusan falling in love wkwk. Idk, sometimes I feel insecure aja Bar ngeliat dirimu. I mean, ur smart and handsome too haha walaupun kadang kalo dipikir-pikir dirimu agak aneh di kelas wkwk. Kalo kutebak, isi kepalamu macem-macem ya Bar, ada aja hal aneh yang muncul gitu, soalnya setiap ngomong tuh pasti ada aja yang buat orang-orang ketawa.Bahkan pas pertama kali aku pindah ke kelas yg ini aja aku langsung mikir dirimu aneh wkwk Tapi Bar, kalo dirimu bertanya-tanya pernahkah diriku suka atau kepikiran tentang dirimu, jawabannya gak pasti. Aku juga masih bingung sama perasaanku. Aku tipikal orang yang gampang kebawa perasaan sama hal-hal kecil apapun di hidupku, jadi aku gak tau pasti aku suka atau tidak. Tapi jujur aja, aku sering kepikiran kok, apalagi kalo kita pernah beberapa kali eye contact (gak sering tapi lumayan). Hal ini buat aku seneng, aku bingung juga, padahal aku gak ada perasaan apa-apa. Keknya emang hatiku aja yang murahan wkwk. Tapi Bar, setelah tau dirimu suka sama aku selama setahun ini, tipe pasanganku jadinya yang smart kayak dirimu plus ganteng juga (bonus wkwk). Ya gitu aja sih cuma mau ngeluarin isi pikiran aja krn beberapa hari belakangan ini kepikiran udh mau ke semester perkuliahan yg serius dan mungkin ga sekelas lagi , Aku kepikiran mau nulis disini aja krn kemungkinan dibaca nya cuma 20% wkwk, intinya makasih ya Bar buat perasaannya ( aku jd ngerasa ternyata aku gaseburuk yg kubayangkan krn there’s someone who crush on me wkwk )

Hello, ralph! once again, happy happy birthday. gusto ko lang sabihin sa’yo na ang tanda mo na. tumanda ka lang, naging others ka na. sus, ako dapat huling sasayaw sa’yo e. hmph! anyways, ang totoo talaga nyan, gusto ko lang sabihin na masaya ako para sa’yo. for the past few months, simula noong nakita kong masaya ka na, doon ko nakita na nahanap mo na talaga yung matagal mo ng hinahanap. wala lang, masaya lang akong makita kang masaya. na finally naranasan mo na rin yung mga ganito ganyan. lam mu va…walang araw na hindi ko sinabi ang mga salitang “sana”. nakakapanghinayang, pero wala e, nagawa ko na. ralph, gusto ko lang malaman mo na matagal ko na pinagsisisihan mga pagkakamaling ginawa ko sa’yo. sorry kung hindi ako nakinig noon.:’) wait, may chika ako na tanong or ewan basta ewan ko sayo rap!👺 ganito un,,,dati kasi, lagi lang ako nagmamasid sayo. wala lang, gusto ko lang tignan kung kamusta ka ganern. lagay natin madalas sa tiktok. pero ang hindi ko lang maintindihan ay bakit sa main mo masaya ka sa gf mo ganern pero sa dump puro pangungulila.😞😞 kayanga madalas babad ako sa dump mo e hehe BWUAHWHAH ansama ko ba,.!:!?¿ hindiiii kasiiiii,!!¡¡ rilit kc aku as hjndi pa nakakausad dvah so tambay tlga…anyways, mukha na akong lasing dito, hindi ko na maintindihan kung ano yung point ko, pero lagay nalang natin na akala ko miss mo rin ako. nywhahwhah alam mo beng, nakakainis ka pa rin talaga. porket alam mong hindi pa ako nakakausad, bigla bigla ka na lang susulpot. ilang buwan na tayo hindi nag-uusap non, tas biglang magcchat ka sa’kin gamit tong send a message. hays, miss mo talaga ako, minin mu nah. hoy pero masaya ako na ginawa mo yun, wala lang, na miss kita e. sayang lang kasi hindi rin nagtagal. pero kahit deleted na yung acc mo na yun na ginamit mo pang tanong sa kaibigan ko kung may bago na ba ako hayop ka, hindi pa rin ako tumigil na magchat sa’yo doon. from nood tayo AIB, nanalo kami sa contest, may natanggap akong award, mga ganon ba. wala lang, iniisip ko lang na nandyan ka pa rin, masaya para sa’kin. lumipas mga ilang araw, biglang may nag-add sa’kin na account. tinignan ko, pfp pa lang alam kong ikaw na. wala e, alam ko na mga taste mo sa pfp. naalala mo pa dati mga sinisend mo tas itatanong mo ano maganda nwyahwhaha. talino mo rin kasi hindi mga kakilala ko inadd mo kasi alam mong hindi un magwwork. pero kahit na alam kung ikaw un, hindi pa rin kita inaccept. tapos sumunod na araw, inadd mo na naman ako. tas ayun, nagnotes ako na sana tama ako na acc mo sabay accept. ayun, boom pahnez, ikaw nga. masaya ako na nagpakita ka ulit, pero hindi ko maintindihan kung bakit nagpakita ka pa ulit. akala ko non beng, mag-uusap na tayo ulit. oo, nag-usap tayo sa notes, pero di enough e. gustong gusto ko talaga makausap ka. nagchat ako sayo, inaasahang magkakamustahan tayo. pero wala e, binalik mo na naman yung mga tanong mong ang obvious naman na ng sagot. andami kong gustong sabihin sayo beng, pero hindi ko alam bakit mas gusto mo pa maging topic yung mga kasalanang matagal ko na pinagsisisihan at pilit na kinakalimutan. alam mo, si mama, lagi ka tinatanong sa’kin. kahit ako nagtaka non kasi bigla ka nalang binanggit. nywhauaha ralph, napansin kong kahit anong sabihin ko, wala na talaga para sayo. tagal ko rin hinintay birthday mo, akala ko talaga makakapag-usap na tayo. pero wala na talaga e. ginawa ko ‘to, para sabihin yung mga dapat kong sabihin. ralph, gustong gusto talaga kita maka-usap, pero wala akong magagawa kung ayaw mo. hindi ko alam kung kelan ako makakausad, mahal pa rin kita beng e. pero ‘wag ka mag-alala, wala naman akong balak gawin na ikakasira sa rs mo. alam kong masaya ka na, at masaya rin ako para sa’yo. last na ‘to promise, hindi na kita kukulitin. beng, gusto ko lang magpasalamat sa mga bagay noon na ginagawa mo para maging masaya ako at para tumibay pa yung relasyon natin. at gusto ko rin humingi ng tawad sa mga kasalanang ginawa ko sa’yo. pinagsisisihan ko lahat ng iyon. lagi mong tatandaan beng na proud ako sa’yo. gawin mo yung mga bagay na nakakapagpasaya sa’yo. ayoko nakikita kang malungkot, oki!?😤 yari talaga si johne sa’kin kapag may ginawa siya sa’yo. pero so far, sinabi mo rin naman na okay sya, not just okay, but better than me. and that makes me happy even more. nasasaktan ako sa tuwing kinocompare mo siya sa’kin, pero masaya rin ako kasi napunta ka na sa tamang tao. totoo to beng, masaya ako para sainyo. again ralph, happy happy birthday. live your life to the fullest. i love you for the last time.

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Nhân dịp sinh nhật anh Kiên - bạn trai (đẹp trai, đáng yêu, tận tình, tận tâm, chân thành, tình cảm) của em, chúc anh luôn mạnh khỏe, sống healthy x10, sức khỏe rất quan trọng, nhất là khi mình còn trẻ, nên ăn uống nghỉ ngơi, điều độ, giữ gìn sức khỏe là điều đầu tiên để em luôn cảm thấy yên tâm về anh; Phải luôn có chí tiến thủ, biết phấn đấu cho sự nghiệp và cũng là tương lai của hai đứa, mong rằng tuổi mới anh sẽ thử thật nhiều, học được thật nhiều, cho thật nhiều và nhận được cũng thật nhiều; Biết dành thời gian và quan tâm đến bản thân mình một chút, là người yêu anh, em ko chỉ muốn thấy anh chăm sóc em tận tình, mà cái em muốn thấy và mong chờ hơn nhiều đó là thấy anh nâng niu, chăm sóc bản thân mình, từ trong ra ngoài, từ những chi tiết đơn giản nhất, dù có chuyện gì xảy ra, ko bao giờ đc để lại mình anh nha <3 Cảm ơn anh thời gian vừa qua đã luôn ở bên em, tận tình với em. Nhiều khi nhìn anh ướt sũng trong chiếc áo mưa, quần xắn đến đầu gối, đầu ướt hết sau khi phóng xe cả vài chục km sang chăm sóc em, hay giữa trưa trời nắng chang chang, 40 độ đủ khiến người ta say nắng mà ngất thì anh lại hào hứng phóng 70km lên thăm em cùng rất nhiều đồ ăn vặt em thích, nhìn vậy em thấy thương anh và biết ơn cuộc đời vì đã đưa anh đến với em <3 Mong anh sẽ mãi ở đây với em, chăm sóc em, là anh lớn của em, và cũng là anh bé của em (sometimes) để em handle with care nhé <3

Hello, tricia. Teka anong date na ba? Oct 13 na pala. I was supposed to remember what special thing happened on October 7 but i didnt. And honestly, i think that’s a good thing. It’s a good thing, for me, and for you as well of course. Please don’t take this the wrong way or read too much into why im writing again. I’m just genuinely amazed by how quickly time has passed. How’s everything going with you? Sana goods sayo ang buhay at binabantayan ka nang maayos ni tatay lord. I remember you randomly asking on facebook back then: “How will you know if youre in love with someone?” I replied: “You feel the urge to say those three little words” Now… If you’ll ask me again: “How will you know if you really loved the person?” I’d still give you the same answer i gave you four years ago, only now those words stand for something else, “you’re always remembered”. Ang saya at ang sakit ng mga taon na yon kasama ka. Pero ngayon wala na akong pinagsisisihan. Tama nga lang na sayo ko dinedicate yung paborito kong kanta, you are one of the few things worth remembering. Kung tatanungin ako kung uulitin ko bang maranasan ang lahat ng yon kung maibabalik lang ang oras, ano tingin mo sagot ko? Ayoko na boi. Sino bang nasa tamang pag iisip ang paulit ulit na gugustuhing masaktan. Hindi joke lang. Syempre oo. I’d live it all again, exactly as i did. Kung hindi dahil don, hindi ako matatauhan at hindi magiging si makoy kung sino man si makoy ngayon. You made me realize things i probably never would’ve seen on my own. Growth. The lasting gift of your love. This is the first and last gift you’ve given me that will stay with me for a lifetime. I’m forever grateful to you for giving me something i’ll always hold close. Thank you, tricia. So much. A lot a lot. Ingat palagi kung nasaan ka man. God bless.

I'm here still nostalgic about you. I hate you.

Hi, Ma'am/Mommy, my second mother not only in school but also in life. Thank you for always supporting me even though I'm very stubborn, but I still support you, and thank you for loving me, Ma'am. Maybe if you weren't close, Ma'am, what would I be able to do now? No one would guide me. Thank you for being a comfort person. With you, Ma'am, I always feel safe while opening up.

I miss you, I’ve liked u since 2023 and guess what? I still like you. damn, I guess really did fall inlove with you. I always think abt u, hope yk that maybe one day we’ll come back to each other:)

Hi Fatima, nakakahiya lang lumapit at mag chat nang mag chat sayo kasi baka nayayamot kana pero andito lang ako always & always remember na proud ako sa mga nagawa at gagawin mo palang. Continue to smile more, pls.

Hi babyyy I’m sorry kung mo buhi nako dli na abi nako kaya. I’m sorry kung dli nako mahimo akong promise sa imoha. Pero naa rako permi sa imoha. And for the last time I love you

to my dear, I lied. I’m sorry I can’t unlove you. I can’t move on. I know we already broke up, but the memories keep hunting me. I thought you hate cheaters, but I didn’t expect you’re the cheater on yourself. I hope he treats you better than I did. I hope you find someone who isn’t avoidant & anxious. I’m always thankful to you, once, I love you.

hey bb , i miss u more than u know.. i hope we can talk like before 🤍.

Kita dah satu tahun sayang. We’ve been through so much together, even though it’s only been a year. I’m truly grateful that you’ve stayed by my side through it all...even when I’m so unpredictable sometimes. You’ve been my constant, and I appreciate you more than words can say. Semoga kita dapat usahakan this relationship walaupun sukar. I believe in you and us. I always prayed for us. Our wellbeing, our jodoh, our rezeki, and everything. I love you wazien

I know you’ll never come across this message, which is why it’s better to put it here rather than text you. You know what’s weird? No matter how much I try to put a barrier between us, create boundaries, and avoid you — even after praying and asking for guidance — we somehow end up getting closer each time. I dreamt about you. I keep thinking and waiting, but I’m not hoping for anything, because I’m too afraid to open up my heart to someone new or to become someone’s rebound. What’s funnier is that every time I tell myself, “If he’s my jodoh, I’ll see him when I step out,” it’s always you. Or when I say, “If he’s my jodoh, he’ll text me now,” you actually do. I hate how many coincidences have happened, because I know all of this means nothing — just coincidences. I’m looking for something serious — someone who can accept my past, accept me for who I am, appreciate me, and treat me well. I’m too tired of “menjaga jodoh orang.” Which again, is impossible, and I’m not hoping for anything to happen. I honestly have no idea why I even have these feelings when we barely know each other and only talk when it’s necessary. Believe me, I’ve tried my best to deny and ignore them. I tried being rude, talking harshly, just to push these feelings away. I really hope that one day, these feelings will fade, because I know it’s impossible for anything to happen between us. I believe that if we’re meant to be, our journey will be made easy. If not, I’m only praying for the best for you. May He ease all of your affairs.

I know you’ll never come across this message, which is why it’s better to put it here rather than text you. You know what’s weird? No matter how much I try to put a barrier between us, create boundaries, and avoid you — even after praying and asking for guidance — we somehow end up getting closer each time. I dreamt about you. I keep thinking and waiting, but I’m not hoping for anything, because I’m too afraid to open up my heart to someone new or to become someone’s rebound. What’s funnier is that every time I tell myself, “If he’s my jodoh, I’ll see him when I step out,” it’s always you. Or when I say, “If he’s my jodoh, he’ll text me now,” you actually do. I hate how many coincidences have happened, because I know all of this means nothing — just coincidences. I’m looking for something serious — someone who can accept my past, accept me for who I am, appreciate me, and treat me well. I’m too tired of “menjaga jodoh orang.” Which again, is impossible, and I’m not hoping for anything to happen. I honestly have no idea why I even have these feelings when we barely know each other and only talk when it’s necessary. Believe me, I’ve tried my best to deny and ignore them. I tried being rude, talking harshly, just to push these feelings away. I really hope that one day, these feelings will fade, because I know it’s impossible for anything to happen between us. I believe that if we’re meant to be, our journey will be made easy. If not, I’m only praying for the best for you. May He ease all of your affairs.

honestly, you've been on my mind more than i expected. i like you andrei, matagal na.

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