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might be a bit of a basic song but this song will always remind me of how you complimented my eyes 🤍

ajil, i hope u will always in a healty life, semangat terus latiannya yaa semangat kamu semangat aku juga soalnya KWKWKWKW ALAY BGT. lagian knp ya kamu lucu bgt😓😓 makasi uda masuk yuhana ya jil hahah aku jadi bisa balikin semangat latian aku yang dulu, long life && be happy ajil🥦🫡

I love you, Truly. Like baskara loved meidiana

Just in case you ever foolishly forget, I'm never not thinking of you

hi babyy I hope d kaw mag sawa sa kung ugali. iloveyousm

makasih ya selalu showering me with compliments... i never have to ask u how I look today, karena kamu selalu ngasih compliments duluan 0_____0 even though we’re at different schools rn I hope we always stay like this (maksudku at least gak jadi stranger >___=) semoga masa SMA km seru bangetbanget, punya kelas solidddd dan semoga dikelilingi orang baik because you’re one of the good ones!

ily n imy but idw be w u

Hi, Miguel ;> I just want to say na i’m sorry. I just felt like i needed to. Kasi ever since hindi na tayo nag-usap ulit, i felt really empty. Like something was missing. And i know it’s you. Well, hindi ko rin akalaing darating tayo sa point na ‘to—walang pansinan, and walang kahit anong interaction when all we wanted was to get to know each other better and to be more closer. I never really knew na ganito kalalabasan ng tampo ko. (yezt, nagtampo ako ;p, sorry ha, alam kong wala akong karapatan to do so pero mataas pride ko e 😸) And alam mo, masakit rin para sa’kin. Walang araw na hindi kita miss. I really really miss you. I’m always longing for your presence. And i hope—i just hope—that one day, magiging maayos na ulit lahat. Mas maging malapit tayo sa isa’t-isa. Alam mo ba, kapag nakikita ko na nagiging close ka sa friends ko, naiinggit ako. Kasi sanaol close ‘di ba? Sana tayo rin, maging ganon ka-close ;) There were so many times i wanted to reach out, to talk to you. Pero parang may pumipigil sa’kin. Sarili ko. Torpe ako e 😅😅 They say “actions speak louder than words” but for me, it’s always been the opposite. I always find it hard to express my feelings through actions, especially because i don’t know how to socialize and communicate that much. That’s why I express love through words. I love reassuring people, comforting them—whether friends or family. Idk, ang sarap at ang saya sa feeling maging comfort person ng isang tao, alam mo ‘yon? Masaya rin sa feeling ng may comfort person—at ikaw. Ikaw ang comfort person ko, favorite rather. And i’m more than grateful to have you. Kasi for once in my life, nobody has ever treated me the way you do. You made me feel seen, heard, and cared for in ways i never thought i deserved. (Literal na “What am I supposed to do without you?” 🥺) Ever since nag-usap tayo, i never felt so excited to talk to someone. I’d wait for your texts everyday. And everytime na nagp-pop out yung name mo sa notifications ko, hindi ko ma-explain yung saya and kilig na mararamdaman ko everytime na nagm-message ka sa’kin. (😜😜) But now that we’ve stopped talking, lahat ‘yon nawala. Lahat nagbago. Maybe that’s why i’ve been off lately. Pansin mo, wala ako sa mood sometimes kasi kapag minemention ka nila sa’kin, parang ang bigat sa feeling. I feel this guilt i can’t shake off. I don’t even know exactly why, but i just feel it. I’m so sorry for staying silent. Masakit rin kasi sa’kin. Were all those moments when we used to talk to each other everyday and bid each other goodbyes before leaving school just memories now? Nothing more? If only you knew how much i wanted to cry whenever i think of you, whenever i hear your name, whenever i remember the things we used to do, that i now fear we’ll never do again. But please, tandaan mo ‘to. I don’t hate you. I could never. Alam mo kung bakit? Kasi mahal kita. Mahal na mahal na mahal kita, Miguel. You’re not someone i can easily forget. Kasi naging parte ka na rin ng buhay ko eh. At kahit kailan, hinding-hindi ‘to magiging madali sa’kin. KASI MAHAL NGA KITA ANO B 😞😞 i’m sorry for the things i did that hurt you, or made you question your worth. I didn’t really mean to do that. Just know I was hurting too ;(

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I miss you. even though you said mean things or did mean things, i still do. i want us to be friends again like that one summer. you make it so complicated and i hate it. why can't you just keep being my friend? i miss our sleepover we had, our calls lasting hours, and so much more. i hate seeing you with other friends and i have to think about you and i. i've seen you hold their hands like we did. i've seen them run up to you and hug you, like i used to do with you.

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hai dav, gimana kabarnya? semoga semuanya lagi santai dan baik-baik aja ya. btw, aku kangen denger suara kamu. jujur aja, aku sering ngerasa aku yang salah sama apa yang udah aku lakuin… tapi satu hal yang aku harap, semoga kamu bisa coba ngerti posisi aku. aku tuh penasaran terus, pengen kenal kamu lebih dalam. kadang aku suka berharap kalau aku lewat tempat yang kamu pernah bilang sering kamu datengin, kita ketemu tanpa sengaja gitu. aku juga nggak tau sebenernya kamu mandang aku gimana, entah aku yang terburuk atau bahkan kamu nggak ngeliat aku sama sekali… kayak ya aku nggak berarti apa-apa. aku sadar kok posisi aku di mana, dan aku nggak berharap apa-apa. tapi aku bener-bener harap kamu selalu sehat, dan suatu hari nanti kamu bisa nemuin seseorang yang bener-bener terbaik buat kamu. aku doain kamu terus, sumpah. seneng sih bisa ngobrol lagi sama kamu, meskipun aku sadar mungkin kita nggak akan pernah bisa bareng. dan mungkin suatu saat nanti aku bakal pergi lagi, tapi aku harap kamu tetep bisa nemuin bahagiamu sendiri, dan jalan hidup terbaik buat kamu, dav. duh gatau deh gw ngetik apa lagi tipsy soalnya hahaha

only changed how i was 4 u.

I’ll see you in another lifetime, baby. I love you, always.

thank you for the moments, even if they didn’t stay. i love you.. :)

Hi, it’s been a year actually and i never got the chance to bid you my proper goodbye which is maybe the reason why i can’t move on. I’ve heard this phrase called ambiguous grief’ meaning a pain of loss without clear closure. In my case, i’m grieving a love that is clearly undefined. I’m stuck in the fantasy of yours alone. I know it sounds like a one-sided love but that’s just how it is. Anyway, i hope you know that i keep going back in that city with the hopes of randomly finding you there and until now, there is still a hint of hope for me that someday i was just walking in that city or sitting down in a coffee shop, then our paths meet. However, it’s been so long and i have to accept that we were really not meant for each other, so this is my final goodbye. I love you but i hope to forget you.

sorry for loving you…

i’m sorry for loving you…